So, all that remains the same

hi

2012-01-30T18:08:00.002+08:00

Look how much dust this blog collects? Hahahahahhahahahahah

oh look, it's dead

2009-06-13T17:50:00.004+08:00

I'll not update my blog anymore until i feel like updating again. So ya, i'm letting this blog to collect as much dust as possible. take care fags.

with so much love, hidayah.

RnD

2009-06-02T15:54:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!

I'M MISSING NURHIDAYAH!!
-I miss you!-

-memorable may-

bullet points

2009-06-01T19:05:00.003+08:00

I had fun last Saturday, thanks Waida for tagging along.
I am not prepared for Mega Camp tomorrow & and I don't have tennis ball.
I haven't eat a proper meal since morning.
I miss Waida, Remy and my other friends (suddenly).
I got scolded and threaten by my mum and sister for coming home extremely late.
I want to study next week, and that's a must.
I'll be on hiatus for some time, reason being lazy and tired for sure.
I miss earning money by working suddenly.
[ ! ]

Take care fellows.

2009-05-28T17:53:00.005+08:00

I have been a lazy girl this week. Not taking the initiative to wake up early, to attend school. Instead, I stayed home for 2 days. I've been missing quite a number of meetings for the student leaders. And my attendance simply get worst. I don't know what is up with me, but somehow my morals of going to school sinks deeply.

Even Mummy told me that I didn't use to be as lazy as how I am right now. I used to be going to school everyday, even though I know that in school there's nothing much that I can do. My attendance was almost perfect back then, but it ain't now.

I've wasted 5 months not studying hard. I insist to procrastinate. Had PTC earlier on. Mummy came down. I know, she's definitely disappointed in me. My results are such a disgrace. It really showed that I didn't pay attention and study much in most of the lessons. I feel ridiculous.

Mrs Yap told me personally that I can still improve if I'm willing to study. I cannot totally blame on the class atmosphere, 'cause everyone plays a part. It was me. It was me who did not take the initiative to start studying. I don't know why, but at some point of time, I just feel what's the point of me studying when I know that I will not make it in the end? Somehow, I realize after calling Baby J telling her that I failed TERRIBLY, what she said was true.

I feel down, precisely. Even family will feel the same way too. All my 'last minute of burning midnight oil' simply go down the drain. I cannot say that I am useless, 'cause I will in fact, try my best to switch my mind to study mode. Now I really feel that what had been gone through the past few months are really important.

Oh God. I am sure that I will receive severe lecture by Kak Aein. She'll definitely blame me for not concentrating and for always coming home late. So much of having fun, and neglecting on my studies.

Most probably, I'm not attending school tomorrow. All of a sudden, I feel like going away from school. I need some time to ease my feelings. *insert moody face here*

take care

l o v e

2009-05-26T21:07:00.005+08:00

I am lucky that we both understand each other very well, or else, things would have been more chaotic than we can ever imagine. Sometimes, the greatest thing to have within each other is trust and faith. Yeappp, may it'll guide us all along.

Of course, Happy Belated 16th Birthday Love. You're a year older now. Study hard for your Os and stop fooling around. HAHA. Be a wise guy, and take care of your health. Stay strong as you always are, and don't let others' thoughts affect you so badly. *You never fail to put a smile on my face.* Yes, I'm extremely sorry that something bad happened on your special day. Let's forget about what actually happened alright. I love you and I really do :)

~

School = boredom! I've got nothing better or exciting to do in school earlier on. I regretted coming to school just now. I should have stayed home and rot, that'll be better. I don't think I'm attending to school tomorrow. I'm beat, and I feel very much redundant in school. Just that my presence and wasting a few bucks in school that matter. All day long, I either sleep or just talk crap with the people in class. Yaaa, that's about it. I want my holidays now so badly.

I'm in need of cash right now! Ayah has been delaying my time. I'm pissed. Hahaha.

I'm taking my late shower now. Will be inviting some friends over tomorrow to karaoke at my crib. Aahhhh, that will be fun. HAHA. In other words, I'm a pig. Take care.

P.S: I miss my old hair so badly. Especially the hairstyle during the start of Sec 2 life. Arghhhh!

2009-05-23T20:51:00.004+08:00

The Cluster West 6 is done with last night. What an amazing night it was for me. I guess I performed to my best of ability last night. It was great, though I knew during our performance, there was something bad happened. Yet it was cool. I'm thinking of participating in the Cluster West 6 Hip-Hop competition too. But that's in July :D

I'm exhausted to the maximum. I feel weak when I woke this morning. I slept again, later in the afternoon. I didn't want to go out of the house, too tired is the main reason. My back is in a great pain, and I don't know why. I'm having a flu for the past few days. That's so pathetic.

Besides being sick, I'm running out of cash. If only I'm a rich girl now, I'd be happy forever. Unfortunately, Ayah has been keeping me waiting for him to give me some cash. What's taking him so loooooong?! I can go mad without cash right now. HAHA.

My apologies to Remy that I failed to meet him today. Everything blame me for being too tired. We'll meet tomorrow, together with Waida and Haidkal alright. I so can't wait.

I want to movie marathon tonight at home by myself. If only the guys are willing to come and accompany me watching the movies, it'll sure be a pleasure. Hahahaha. Before that, I've to ring them up to see if they're free tonight.

And damn, my results simply flunk badly. It's ridiculous, I can't deny. Regretted for not studying so hard. And I've told myself it I ain't going to stop procrastinating, then I ain't going anywhere. I've to buck up. A massive buck up. Oh Lorddddddd.

I want to eat again now. Tummy has been grumbling. Omg, it's damn loud. Hahahaha. Take care.

Magnificent

2009-05-10T17:12:00.004+08:00

\edited post/

Friday night with those people was magnificent. Not in the picture, Danriz and Sofeana. Hahaha. I'll update more pictures soon. I just wish that the night didn't end off just like that. I totally had so much fun celebrating my birthday cum Anis's birthday. The best times I had by just sitting around the table shisha-ing, laughing the whole evening filled with jokes and games also by taking lots and lots of pictures. The atmosphere was utterly amazing. HAHA. I'm looking forward for our next outing =D

Saturday night was hilarious. Movie marathon with some people at my crib. My weekend is a two thumbs up. I had tremendous fun after all. *Yay*

School tomorrow. I just hope that holidays comes fast.

Take care.

frenzied

2009-05-08T14:05:00.005+08:00

I feel very much lighthearted right now. I'm glad that I managed to meet Waida last night and talk things out. Haidkal is very much relieved that he got to meet Waida and talk to her. It's simply a pleasure to see both of them smiling last night. That was the greatest part of my birthday.

I will not blabber much as I'm going out for a small celebration with some people. I hope it's going to be the best thing to end the week. I don't know why I feel so frenzied about later on. HAHA.

Thanks to those who wished me via messages, personally, tagboard, singing birthday song for me in school and for the gifts too. It's wonderful with a gigantic W.

I don't want to be late later. Hahahaha. I'll update once again, but Idk when.

Take care =D

:)

2009-05-06T19:07:00.003+08:00

Hahah, pardon our faces. That was last Saturday's sleepover at Anis's crib. It was fun. It was hilarious shit. We disturbed Dinnie and friends while they were asleep, and we girls did something bad in the room. HAHA. Only me and them know what we were doing throughout the night. Oh yes, the pillow fight was an extreme bad thing for me, as I got slammed most of the times. Indeed, we all looked silly.

Exams are manageable. I'm thankful that I can answer some of the Social Studies questions. Thanks to Remy for making me to memorize whatever shit was in my notes. But I guess, I didn't put any great efforts for Midyear. The fact is, I just suck in doing exams. Pray the best to come. Best still, I didn't bother to attend school today. I'm plain lazy, and somehow, my whole body doesn't feel good.

And to Waida and Haidkal.

I just hope that you guys can manage your relationship very well. I know it's hard for Haidkal right now. I' ain't siding anyone at all in the current situation. I'm just trying my best to help with you both. Besides, both Remy and I are doing our best to save both of you. Remember we grow together? Yes, you guys have to be strong like how you guys used to be. Understand each other pretty well. Sort out what's lacking in your relationship. Don't ever make it turn bad. If you're sad, we are too. Always remember Remy and me are always behind you, supporting both of you. Love you both.

I can't wait to turn 15 tomorrow. *laugh loudly* Dad's was yesterday, and so was Aziana's. A lot more are turning a year older this month, same with me. I wish to list down, but there are a lot of names that I have to mention, and I'm just afraid that I missed out some names. HAHA. Anyways, Happy Birthday to everyone who are turning a year older this month. I bet May is the luckiest month for us. That goes for Remy too. Haha.

I want to get my dinner, and I'm off to watch more tv. Remy and Haidkal's presence earlier was a disturbance for me to sleep. Naaah, was joking anyway. I hope Haidkal's feeling better now. And so does Waida. *sigh*

Later!

iloveyou.

2009-04-27T20:20:00.007+08:00

I finally had my hair done, and I am very much satisfied with the results. I do miss my long hair, but it has to go. With the current weather which I always perspire so much, it's better to keep my hair short for the moment. Besides, I also have to bring something new to my hair once in awhile.

I got so much comments regarding my hair, yet I'm still happy with it. I will try to keep my hair long again, if I really feel like keeping it. Thanks Anis for accompanying me. Hahaha. And I pretty much hate that Saturday. Just another bad luck for me. Pffft, screw those two people.

I dare not to let go of my hair just yet. 'Cause when it's dry, my hair will be messy (oh extremely). *laugh laugh*

I met Remy at the end of the day. Things went great. Of course, we're still trying our best to save our relationship. I guess it's not worth it after all to fight or to have a cold war for no valid reasons. Forgive and forget is all that we can do now. :) I simply love him a looooottttt!

Yeappp, exams are really near. I'm left with a week more. Gee, even my birthday is coming! I so can't wait hahahahaha. I've already collected my IC in school earlier. Woahhhh, it's as if I'm legal or something, whereas, it's not. HAHA.

Okok, i've got to go. I'm taking my shower plus my late dinner soon. Will be calling boyfriend and see if I have the mood to open up my books. Take care.

p.s: i love you so much!

2009-04-24T23:52:00.003+08:00

I just came back from my usual jogging session with Anis and Farhana. Since there'll be no dance practices until Term 3 starts, it's better for me to keep myself fit. Though today's run turned out to be more sitting and chatting instead of running, I enjoyed it. Hahaha. Next Friday I'm sure going to run even more :D

I'm getting a hair cut tomorrow! I so can't wait. Even if my hair is already long enough for me, and I really loveeeeeeee it's current length, I still insist to get it cut. I do get irritated with it at some point of time.

God! The current weather is killing me. With it being inconsistent, I perspire more than I usually do. I even drink lots and I really mean looooots of plain water. Wowwwwww. I hope that one day it'll rain heavily.

Parents allow me to go to Australia, and I will be going. Omg Omg. They'll be settling 800 bucks for the trip. That's not including my expenses though. I'm thankful that parents are willing to fork out money for my trip. I love them both.

Damn, I'm thinking of showering again man. I can't stand being so hottttt.

* i miss the old times so badly *

Later!

유감스러운

2009-04-23T00:15:00.002+08:00

I am supposed to be sleeping right at this moment. I was so sleepy earlier, but I'm not suddenly. I'm still thinking through thoroughly of what I've done a few hours ago. I've tried to reflect back regarding what have I done wrong all these while, not only what I did earlier.

I don't know why I have to lie. Why do I have to feel this way? Why am I behaving in this manner? Things were great, only for a short period of time. It's almost my fault for most of the conflicts that occur. It sucks, I suck in relationship. I have to admit that. And I suck in giving explanation. It's either my explanation doesn't make any sense or it's just a very bad one.

Can I just run away from all these?

I will be much appreciated if I get to go Australia with the other selected performing arts people. Parents are supporting me, thankful for that. At the very least, I can set aside the bitter thoughts of mine.

Ahhhh, nice weather to sleep. I don't even feel like going to school tomorrow, how ridiculous can I get. But for the sake of signing up for the Australia trip, I'm so willing to go. Trust me, I will not have a pleasant day in school later.

I'm just going to listen to the Korean songs and put me to bed. Thanks to Anis for making me addicted to it, and yes, the Korean dance session earlier was a blast.

잘 자 및 나 유감스럽다

Silver

2009-04-20T22:28:00.002+08:00

We're glad to achieve Silver for SYF this year. Frankly, most cried. To me, it was expected. Silver is quite a big thing for me though. It's not that I look down on ourselves, but frankly, it's not easy to attain a Gold for SYF. The competition was really tough. Likewise, I ain't going to emphasize more on what we got. We're proud of ourselves to have got Silver again for this piece.

We've worked hard enough to at least achieve this award. Everything paid off. The perspirations, the enthusiasm, the frustration, the back-to-back complains of being so worn out, the "laziness" and everything that we felt throughout the whole journey of SYF are done with. I guess it really worths awhile.

Sometimes, thinking back about the whole journey, it does bring a smile on my face. And at a point, I feel like laughing 'cause I was somehow being ridiculous, trying to escape from the SYF. It's over, and we've got our award. Hahaha.

Exams are drawing near. I have yet to get myself into study mood. I always feel like sleeping even if it's my weekends. I can't help but to sleep, I am lazy.

I've got more things to do. And I need to call Remy now. Alamakkkkkkk.

Take care.

proud

2009-04-15T19:02:00.002+08:00

Currently, things are going fine somehow. I hope it'll get back to where it started, and stay the way it should be for as long as it can. I do miss everything so much, just that my ego doesn't let me show it. Hahahaha. And yes, thanks Remy for sending me back home. It has been almost a week since I acted bad to you. I'm sorry, and I hope that we'll be in a good term again. I love Waida and Remy so much! ;D

SYF is done with, and I'm glad it's over. I got nothing to worry now, just that the results will be out tomorrow. But whatever award we'll be achieving, I don't really mind 'cause we had done our best yesterday. Although a lot of things turned out a little haywire, Mr Eddy said that it was way way way better than Genting's Competition. I was relieved.

Like what Warda wrote in the letter that she gave us before we went for the competition, "It's not the destination that counts, it's the journey we've all been through". I agree with Warda to a large extent. I'm sure I'm going to miss this whole journey, 'cause it only happened to me once.

Through thick and thins we have been through, yesterday's event brought such a great impact on me. Though we still left with another performance in May, I guess, SYF means more than it. I was touched seeing some of the dancers shed tears after our dance piece ended. There's nothing to regret, 'cause it's over. I am very sure that each one of us, gave all out for that very competition.

The bonds that I made with the seniors and also the juniors, not forgetting the new comers, it was really amazing. I'm really proud! Omg. I said a lot, as if I'm leaving dance club like that. That won't happen mannnn. =)

Since the competition is done with, my schedule will not be that tight anymore. I can have enough of rest at home now. Boohoo, only Amy and I entered class today. They had their long sleep at home. It was mundane in class earlier on. Make sure Anis is present tomorrow, or else I'll be sleeping again in class. Hahahaha.

I've said a lot. I want to have my dinner and watch Sinetron on Sensasi. Take care.

dumb people

2009-04-13T20:52:00.002+08:00

Just a quick update.

I lost my Cluster West 6 Schools DANCE ticket earlier. I don't know whether somebody who has no sense of human took it for fun or I dropped it somewhere which I didn't realise. I was bloody mad 'cause I wanted to sell that ticket off to Remy since he already told me earlier that he wants to see me dance. And that was my last ticket. Hell to whoever took it. It ain't a joke, and I seriously hate you till death.

Even Anis lost her Samsung ear piece. We found out that both our items were lost, after we had our lunch. And guess what, we somehow figured out who the culprit is. Don't have to put an act in front of us. Hahahaha! Stupid "stealer". I'll make sure that your life will be so miserable. We'll settle this tomorrow. Girl power Anis. :D

Competition tomorrow. One word : Unprepared. Omg Omg Omg!

Take care.

/\/\/\/\/\/\/\

2009-04-12T18:46:00.003+08:00

The plan to catch a movie backfired, simply because my friend woke up late. So smart of you not sleeping for almost two days, then too tired to even go to Town. Hahaha. I don't really mind though, 'cause there is still other days that we can catch up with each other and watch a movie.

Staying home three days straight really made me a lazy person now. The sofa and the television really entertained me whole day, and I can't help being a lazy person. I even don't feel like meeting Remy later. My butt is simply heavy, and I've got no good moods to step out of this house.

My dance costume is yet to be alter. I can't wait for Kak Aein to get it done later. I'm lucky to have a sister who knows how to sew. Hopefully, my costume fits me perfectly :)

Talking about dance, competition is just in two days time. It's really nerve-wrecking right now. I really cannot believe that the dance competition is in two days time. Like I've said, time will fly that fast. Last practice tomorrow, before the competition starts. Butterflies flying around my tummy man!

Okay, I've got to go. Multi-tasking now. And I've to eat, Ayah's nagging already.

:D

m i s s e d badly

2009-04-11T21:15:00.002+08:00

old picture

I dug that picture out of my folders. Woahhh, I miss those days. :)

I have been pretty pathetic and cruel these days. Yes I do realise it myself, but I can't help with it. I don't really know why am I doing it. I'm somehow regretting, but at the same just can't bother with it. Maybe I'll stop being a total bitch when I get tired myself.

Stayed home this Saturday. Don't have the moods to get my ass out of this house suddenly. Wanted to catch a movie with a friend from Sakura but I was lazy to take the initiative to message. But probably I'm going to catch a movie tomorrow. I don't want to stay home tomorrow. My long weekends will filled with food and television and sleep at home all the way. -.=

I have to admit that life's getting boring these days. I don't even know what I'm going to do next. All I am capable of is to sleep whole night and forget about whatever obstacles that I have to go through. I'm sick and tired of quarreling with Remy. I feel like giving up, but I can't.

I need a toilet break. Drank one whole large cup of Ice Tea. My bladder is about to burst any time. Chiow.

One word: Whatever.

haywireeeeeeee

2009-04-10T19:42:00.003+08:00

Things are going crazy! I need a time-out. SYF, exams, bestfriend, friends and even boyfriend. Everything is going haywire. I feel like throwing this laptop by the window now. Nothing seems right to me. It's pathetic. I'm going to stuff myself up with everything that's in the house until I'm satisfied. Bleargh. I got the reserve position for the China Immersion. That's double pathetic.

This whole feeling simply sucks. So much things are circling my mind. It'll sure blow up one day.

Take care mofos.

egg-cited

2009-04-06T21:15:00.003+08:00

I am excited and also nervous at the same time. Competition is just nearby, and I really can feel the tension within me. I don't know what it's going to be like on the actual day, but I am sure going to panic one day before the competition. I'm starting to get butterflies in the stomach, and competing with other schools isn't that easy. Wanting to achieve gold with honour or even gold is extremely tough.

I have been managing my time well these days, plus I am always assuring myself to have plenty of time to rest and to be prepared for every practices the next day. This is so going to be fun. Hahaha. After SYF, it's not over yet 'cause we will still be performing at the NUS together with the other Cluster West 6 Schools in late May. Amazing huh.

Parents agree to let me go for the interview for the China Immersion Programme. I so can't wait for tomorrow. Hopefully, I can get through with the interview. I'm so looking forward for that.

I just received the schedule for Mid-Year examinations. It will definitely clashes with my birthday period (almost every time). I'm left with a few more weeks to buck up, and I somehow don't really have much of confidence that I can do well for Mid-Year. It sounds pathetic but that's what I am feeling now. Hahaha -_____-"

I definitely miss Baby J, since she's away for camp. Can't wait for her to come back home and tell me her trekking story. It's going to be fun. Come back quick third sis, 'cause I have something interesting to tell you, that you'll probably would laugh you small ass off. :D

And yes, Happy 12th Belated Birthday to Fikha and Happy 4th Advanced Birthday to Airyl. The most irritating kids at home are getting older. Haha, okay take care.

l-a-z-y

2009-03-29T20:01:00.004+08:00

I went shisha with my 2nd sister and her friends. Hang out with some "adults" last night. It was kind of great, accept that I was feeling lethargic going out at night suddenly. Hahaha. In fact, I still feel so tired and LAZY to meet Remy. Luckily he understands me so much that I'm always lazy to get my butt out this house these days. And thank god he's coming over later. :D

I'm hungry and I really can't stop eating. And what I mostly eat are all junk food. It's delicious anyway. I'll be happy if I'm getting more fleshy. Hahah, and yes I guess I will die faster if I continuously shisha. *smile widely*

More pictures, some other time. I'm off to eat my dinner, take my shower again and meet him. Take care folks.

2009-03-28T12:53:00.010+08:00

Overdue photos are up. Enjoy browsing through =)

So yeahh, there goes my previous week. This whole week, I'm too busy with school stuffs. Dance dance dance and Peer leader meetings. I'm exhausted, and I barely have enough duration of sleep. I need to rest my whole body at home today. And since I didn't stretch properly ofr yesterday's X-Country, my whole body aches even more. -.=

Yes of course I am extremely proud of myself for achieving 2nd place for X-country yesterday. I almost gave up upon reaching the finishing line, but I just continued. Thanks to Ahmad and Arifin for their encouragement, asking me to run to the finishing line with them. Congratulations to the rest of the winners.

I'm running out of cash and I've been asking my parents for extra cash this week. Major cashless case for me. And I've yet to get a few birthday gifts for some people, especially for bestfriend's belated birthday. I'm paranoid without cash mannnn.

SYF competition is really drawing near. I have to admit that I feel a lot more nervous than the previous competition at Genting last year. Two weeks more, and the practices are going to more crucial when the dateline is just around the corner. OMG OMG OMG.

I guess, I need a lot of patience and endurance for the competition. And I bet that time will fly very fast, soon, the competition is up. Bleargh.

I'm hungry, and I need to put on more weight. I'm still not satisfy with my current weight. Hahahah. Take care.

lay it out

2009-03-16T20:51:00.004+08:00

I guess whatever my 2nd sister said to me was true. I couldn't let others affect myself. I have to let it be, and mind my own business. I tried my best not letting others thoughts of me affects whatever I do. I like my way, then so be it.

And I am glad that the closed ones are right beside me every time. I reckon that if they aren't around me, I wouldn't be so strong enough. Sometimes, it's such a waste of time, to even care or be most concern about others perspectives towards us.

Oh yes, it breaks my heart when 3rd sister asked whether I still want to continue studying. I was even shocked that she asked me that question. I am going to change my mindset. I will not be so lazy in my studies and I will try to like schooling. I'm not going to stop studying half way, and I will still continue to study, even though it seems such a waste of time to me.

Well, I hope that I can build up my confidence. It seems low right now. Yes, I still do feel that people have low expectations towards me, and they're not expecting much of achievements from me since I've never made one the start of the year. -.=

I sound so pathetic. I should not say about this any longer. I guess it'll just make me feel worst, instead of feeling better. I've yet to be concern of other things. Yaa, I guess that's right.

There you go. I am beat. Dance again tomorrow and Wednesday. After that, I can rest and have fun. And the competition is just in a few weeks time. Butterflies flying in my stomach!

Take care.

cranky

2009-03-13T09:45:00.003+08:00

The online quizzes were wasting my time. I only did one assignment which was Physics, and I failed the quiz. The rest, I've to either print or mail it back. How ridiculous can I get, waking up as early as 7 a.m just to ensure that I won't be late logging in to the pathetic website? I can't even think properly just now. Screw it man.

I shall continue my sleep after I publish this post. Since I didn't sleep well thinking of what happened to you.

I will just have to show myself up later. I don't know if I'm able to dance, 'cause I fell down at the stairs near my house a few days back. And my waist hurt again. The same feeling that I endured two years back struck me again. Oh fvck.

I feel lazy to get myself out of the house later. Whatever uh.

Love, do take good care of yourself. :)

fvck you

2009-03-12T17:34:00.003+08:00

I simply don't understand why I always give in so easily. I've been observing myself, sounds funny, but yeah, I feel so disappointed in myself. From the start of the year, my attitude towards learning simply bores me to death. And I've not been so committed to dance, as how I used to back then. Even for a such small situation, I've already gave in. It bothers me much. I don't know what I really want to do now for myself.

I cannot really blame that I'm influenced by my surroundings, but I can only blame it on myself. I make my own decision. I don't even know whether after I publish this post, I really really and I mean really really going to reflect it back, and change for the better.

I've once told Mummy that I wanted to change so badly, but in the after math, I'm seeing myself getting worst. I've become lazier. And I let my emotions control everything. It's like I'm letting anything to happen. I simply don't bother a single thing. I've lost confidence in myself.

I heard that some people said that I went back home last Tuesday, 'cause I have no friends in school. Most of the close ones weren't around. I was stunned. I was bloody sick that day, and people created a story. I'm recovering a little bit, and I did went to see a doctor yesterday. Ask Andy. Those type of people are better of dead, pfft plastics.

I wouldn't want to stay in a CCA whereby, some clicks just don't like each other. I don't mind changing my CCA, even if I will regret that decision, but as long as I don't have to stay with people talking bad behind my back, I'm fine.

I get tired of all these shits. Yaaa, shits.

done-

2009-03-04T19:07:00.003+08:00

Doctor said that my hand was fine yesterday. He said that if only the pain gets worse, I'll have to make an appointment with him again and will be going for an X-Ray. He just gave me a joint- pain relief cream and a packet of pain killers. Trust me, the pain killers are killing me right now. The pain got worst this morning. Ms Chong said that I should not be relying on the pain killers so frequent as I'll get addicted to it. Scary isn't it. And worst still, I have to endure the pain, and cut down on eating those pills. Damn it.

I will have to take good care of myself, and Ms Chong excuse me from upcoming practices. Seems great, but I do want to dance. I don't know when will the pain heal, but for now, I really can't endure the pain. I wish that I have something to support my hand. The most horrifying part when I twist my hand, there'll be a hole poking through my wrist. Everyone will get disgusted. -.=

I can't wait for holidays. I can have my precious time spend by sleeping. March holidays please come fast! Hahah.

Last Sunday, Ayah treated the whole family to eat at Bedok. Scrumptious. I had my seafood on the table. Yum yum! How I wish that I'm eating the seafood right now. By the time I reached home, my stomach was already bloated. I do hope I have been gaining some weight these past few weeks. :D

The weather everyday is very inconsistent. I'm really paranoid with it, 'cause at some point of time, I'll be perspiring and at another point of time, I'll be freezing cold. Oh God, let the weather be just windy.

Take care.
Fourteen days down, fourteen more to go. Let it continue.

2009-02-27T22:23:00.003+08:00

My right wrist isn't feeling any better, instead, I feel that the pain is getting worst. I didn't dance much today, probably tomorrow I can. Even if I was wearing the wrist guard earlier, the pain was still there and there, bugging me. I guess I'm seeing the doctor pretty soon by next week. I really can't take the pain and the twisting sound coming from my "dislocated" wrist.

I feel exhausted right now. Dance practice for approximately 2 hours again tomorrow. I'll be beat by the time I'm out in the late afternoon with my closest people. How great, I skipped CIP just for dance earlier on. ^^ But will be joining Waida's class probably next week.

I'm being the most ridiculous person among my friends. What's expected really came true. I failed most of my papers. Yeap, even if the overall results has not been released, I know everything is soooooooooo bad. And I really mean EVERY single subject. Yuppp, I'm ashamed that I scored 6/50 for my Maths. Don't ever talk to me about Maths sums, or even ask me about it. I simply don't understand. I need Baby J to tutor me for it. And of course, for my Physics too.
I ain't going to say much about my results, 'cause they simple are such a disgrace.

Like I've told myself that I'm going to put in more effort in my studies and myself. I'm going to do my very best for the next examinations. :D

Siti's 17th Birthday is tomorrow. Hopefully she can join me and my closest people for something special. I was glad to see her and hug her earlier. Miss her so muuuuuuch!

I've to save my energy for tomorrow. I so can't wait to go out with the closest people too. Hahahahaha. And I'm really sorry to you for my bad attitude just now. Take care loveheads.

2009-02-24T18:38:00.004+08:00

The Curious Case Of Benjamin Buttons was an interesting movie. Though the movie was pretty draggy and long, I still enjoyed watching it. The movie really warmed my heart. You people should catch it. I have to admit that I couldn't seat still in the cinema, had to endure that draggy movie. Haha.

I'm so glad to meet my Sakura friends. The best people ever. Haha. I miss them so badly. And they didn't allow me to sign the resign form. How baddddddd. I'm seeing them again this Saturday, hopefully :D

I have a strong feeling that I'm going to flunk my Common Test 1 so badly. I didn't study much for most of the subjects. The best thing was, I did most of the questions quickly and went to sleep. I am disappointed in myself, but I can't do much, 'cause most of the papers are done with and I'm only left with another day. I'm going to make sure that I'll pull my socks up, and switch my moods to study mode and get serious with my studies. I can't tolerate family being so noisy at home.

Oh ya, I can't wait for SYF to be over. I've told Mummy that I'm going for a checkup on my right wrist that was once broken. I need to put a plaster cast on it again. My right wrist is pretty shaky this time round, though it has been 8 years since I last put the plaster cast. For the moment, every P.E lessons and dance practice, I'm only wearing a wrist guard. -.=

I have made up my mind that I'm going to be missing in action from some people for a period of time or maybe for the rest of my life. I don't know if I'm really at fault in this situation. Even if they don't really bother about it anymore, I still have to say my part that I'm extremely sorry if things turn out this way. I really didn't expect things to happen this way. Like others say, "expect the unexpected".

I know I will look like a sore loser, to just walk out of a situation without solving the problem. I've tried to talk, but I guess, the trust isn't there. It's up to them whether they want to accept my apology. I'm trying my best to safe the friendship, maybe I'm unable to safe it. In the after math, I deserve a to call a failure. They can go ahead and say stuffs about me. I can't be bothered anymore. Treat me like a stranger, like how you're treating me now. All the greatest things we shared, should just be forgotten (though it's hard). It's tough, but you guys make me feel this way. I don't blame you people though. Thanks for everything. God bless you.

Starving mannnn, take care.

2009-02-18T19:44:00.003+08:00

Fvck, i can't make my own decision. I place a white flag anywhere to be seen, and i'll have to run away to safe my life. Oh it sucks, a whole lot. Yeap, i messed up.

V- Day.

2009-02-15T17:28:00.005+08:00

My Valentines Day was a tremendous fun. I did went to the beach with Waida and Izzat. Two more joined in, and it was a great time at Sentosa. The weather was just nice for us. Swam, ran, laughed and ate. We didn't take pictures that much there, in fact, the whole day. Pity Izzat as his girlfriend could not join us, and yes, we felt bad for him as he was having a tiff with his girl. But yeap, he told me earlier that they are in good terms already. Thank God.

After beaching, we went to Bugis to have our dinner. Izzat didn't join us, since he was meeting his girlfriend. By the time we reached Bugis, we thought of eating Swensens, but the queue was long. So, we decided to dine in at PastaMania. I had such a great time dining there. He just can't stop creating jokes. Thanks for the treat by the way. :D

We went to Haji Lane after dinner, to meet up with small kid's friends. We decided to try Shisha. Yes, it's illegal, but seriously, it was fun. There were quite a number of under-age people there. Everyone looked the same anyway. Yes, the atmosphere there was so hot. Too many people, I tell you! I felt suffocated seeing different kinds of species. Hahaha. I must try it again some other time.

Headed back to my hometown after Shisha-ing. Bid goodbyes to the rest, and we went to the bus stop. The bus driver was taking such a long time to drive I guess. We gave up, and took the cab back to Bukit Panjang. Finally, the air-conditioner was really a pleasure. I felt cooled, and so was him. He slept in the cab, while I was the one who was wide awake. Thanks again for paying the taxi fare.

Met up with Anis and Khairil. Sharing our jokes about our class, telling what we did in the day and chilled. It was great to finally settled down somewhere near my house and just talked. Both Anis and Khairil went home an hour later, and we sat down talking again.

The calendar is being such an ass, seriously. Picking a date is never easy, and keep on guessing aye. I had so much fun spending time with Waida, small kid and him in the end. These people will never fail to put a smile on my face. Went home since I was exhausted after a day out. He sent me home, and he gave a little surprise for me. I was delighted to the maximum.

Thank you for the precious gift. Thank you for making yesterday a great day for me. Thank you for the treats. Thank you for the cookies. Thank you for being so sweet (haha). I have so much to thank you that I don't think I can list everything up here. I know, and you know it too. And lastly, thank you for being there for me. *smile widely*

Oh oh, I didn't turn up for the Peer Leaders bonding earlier. I'm really really sorry to the rest. I was exhausted and Mummy was nagging at me when I woke up. She scolded for i-can't-remember what thing. Whatever.

So yeah, take care.

oh yeah

2009-02-12T20:47:00.002+08:00

I am supposed to be doing my DnT right now, but I can't really set my mind into study mode. It sucks, that I actually can't control myself from all sorts of distractions. I've been away from cyber world for quite some time. I'm only active in blog, in times when I really feel like blogging. Other than that, I might be sleeping or rather out with some people.

I may sound harsh in the previous post, but whatever, this is me. Yes, some read and spread. And some even might detest me after reading my previous post. I don't really care, 'cause I know myself more. I'm sorry though to make whoever you are feeling offended or down, but I'm just letting out what I totally feel.

I have been quite attentive in class lately, but at times, I just don't know how in the world I can fall asleep. By the time I wake up, the lesson might end in just a few more minutes. Seriously, I didn't expect myself to be sleeping, but what the hell.

I just watched some of Russell Peters' video clips at YouTube. That guy is utterly hilarious. I could not even stop laughing to every joke he made. You guys should watch his video clips. Hahah.

I so can't wait to hit the beach this Saturday with Waida and Izzat. Woo, hopefully it'll turns up to be a great day. Holyshit, it's Valentines Day too. We'll be spending our time together, yes, may everything goes as the way it should be, and hopefully, nothing will destroy our plans. :D :D I'm soooooo looking forward to this Saturday!

I felt quite pathetic when I received my last pay. It's very very very little. Only God knows how much I've been aiming for. 283 bucks isn't enough at all for me to survive. And because it's too little, I quarreled with Mummy the other day. But yeah, she's satisfied now.

I cannot continue any longer. I must get some things done before hitting the bed. My eyes are very heavy right now, even though I've slept more than 8 hours last night. Take care.

2009-02-09T19:18:00.003+08:00

My moods have been pretty pathetic these days. I really don't know what's up with me. There are times when I can be really nice and good, but there times when I'm just the opposite. It does questions me sometimes. I know at times I'm really harsh and rough, but bare with it, that's how I live with my life. I've tried to change, but still, I'll be back on the same path over again. It's easy to say, than do it.

I know someone's holding some grudges on me, 'cause I've yet to apologise to her. And I know, she's not satisfy with me for being so rude all the time. But please, I know my manners, and yes, do reflect on yourself too. If you think I'm the bad girl, then so be it. Mirror yourself. If you don't like me, say it to my face. Don't bother gossiping behind my back. Everyone's not perfect, and so do you. I would have already blown myself away in front of you last Friday, but I rather not, 'cause my friend told me to take things easy. I have been ignoring you for the past few days, and ya, one day, if it gets worst, I'll have to confront right in front of your face. If you want to make me feel that I'm a bad person, I'll do my best to turn the table. Yes, I have predicted right that one day you and I will have a conflict with each other since we're in the same class. Pathetic.

Throw that thoughts away. I hate talking about it. It's up to her to let it continue or not. I'm tired of entertaining people who simply look down on people who mix around with the rowdy types.

I have already made up my mind, on which date to finalize my answer. Woahhh, cool or what. Well, I hope things will turn up as planned and I'll make sure that I will not regret with whatever decisions that I'm making. Fingers crossed okay! And I so can't wait for Saturday to happen. What's planned must be a dream come true. Hahahaha.

Omg omg omg! I can't wait to check my bank later on. 11 p.m. sharp. I know that my pay will not be as much as how I got for December's, but whatever it is, I'm going to spend my money wisely this time. I really mean it, and I've got to do it. No more wasting money on things or food that's unnecessary for me. :D

Okay okay, I've got go. Meeting my friends to do assignments later on. Money money, come to me! Exciteeeeeeeeeeeeeed !

"everything come and go so quickly, and i'll definitely miss it"

2009-02-02T20:40:00.006+08:00

I feel sad leaving Sakura, seriously. Waida and I have yet to sign the resign form. But our last day was just yesterday. We had to cancel all our upcoming schedules. Of course, we thought of not quitting, but we still have to follow as what our parents said. Most of the seniors were mad at as 'cause we're quitting. I felt utterly down when they said that they are really going to miss us, the kids. Like what Memel said, he treated us like his own sisters. It's just the same as how the rest of the seniors treated us.

We didn't get to see the rest of the seniors yesterday, as we worked lunch. It's alright, we'll be coming down often on most weekends, to chill out with the rest. God, it feels like I haven't meet them for such a long long time. I so can't wait to get my pay. I'll be going down to work to get my payslip, and will have the chance to meet the rest of the seniors. Happyyyyyyy!

I'm somewhat sick right now. I thought of not going to school earlier, but I forced myself to go. I didn't want to miss anything in school, though I'm asleep at times. No worries, since I'm not working anymore, I will have enough rest, and will not have to stress with my tight schedule. No more procrastinating, as Common Test is near. It will be in the later date of this month. Urghhhh.

I am so worried about Waida, as she vomited a reddish liquid in school. I was shocked. I hope she'll be fine soon. =)

It's already February, and I've promised somebody that by this month a final decision will be out. Truth is, I'm still thinking. I can't decide at all. It's tough 'cause a lot things are coming into this situation. I am somehow distracted by some things, so that's the main reason I can't actually decide. I'll definitely have such a hard time thinking and deciding whether to actually go on, or just stay. I'm not sure if you'd understand my situation currently that I'm facing. I want to apologise beforehand if in the after math, things go to the unexpected. It's just rushing for me, and I can't just rush myself with the flow. Thanks for being patient though.

So yeah, pictures up. Saturday's and Sunday's. These pictures were taken after work. Spent most of our time together. Being good girls and at the same bad girls most of the time. I simply love Waida.

Okay okay, I have to get my assignments done. :D Aww, I miss being bully by the Sakura-ians. Take care flowers.

2009-01-29T20:31:00.005+08:00

I'm extremely exhausted. I've got two horrible eye bags already. It looks gross on me. I haven't had enough sleep, yes my enough sleep equals to 8 full hours of sleeping. Not more, not less than that period of time. I've been working till late night, and been hanging out till morning these days (that's before dawn actually). God damn it, I'm feeling feverish.

CNY shift was the worst shift I've ever experienced. The customers were all so fussy and irritating. I was actually tired, yet they were being a pain in the butt. We kept patient 'cause we were working for 10 bucks an hours. We endured. I felt like strangling each and everyone of them that day. After hosting a hectic place, everyone sat down and ate. The old staffs came down to eat with us. I was so glad to see most of them turned up. I miss those days having all of them around, and simply make noises while eating. Wonderful colleagues I must say. Thanks to James, Tuck Yin and Borhan for the Hong Baos too though.

I have so much things to list down, but I simply cannot list any now 'cause it's too much. I don't know which one shall I type. Wth, I know. Oh before I forget, yesterday was my 1 year Anniversary with Waida! I have been looking up for the 28th. It's so wonderful that time really fly that fast, that both of us, become much more closer each day, and yes everything that we have to go through, we'll be going through together. She's the greatest friend I've ever have, and I'll treasure this friendship for as long as it can last. I love Nur Wahida Binte Abidin so much!

I am so glad that tomorrow's Friday. That means, weekends are here. I'll be getting my pay pretty soon. If only I can fast forward the time just to get my pay, I'll be so happy. Waida and I have already plan what are we going to get for our upcoming pay. We'll spend it wisely, and if there's enough cash left, we'll try to save the money up for other purpose. So cool right.

I feel like I've been missing a lot of people these days. I've been away from home, away from the regulars and away from the other closed ones. I'll make the effort to stay home at times and meet the rest too. Changed changed.

I think I am wayyyyy too sleepy now. I'll have to take my late shower, then probably call someone up and after that, hit the bed. I so want to sleep so much, ever since the first period just now. Oh yes, probably by February yaaa? You know and I know. Take care loves.

rise and shine

2009-01-25T05:32:00.006+08:00

I am still wide awake right now. I can't put myself into bed yet. Even if I try to, I still can't. Something is bothering my thoughts. Seems like I can't actually figure it out yet. I am glad I'll be working later, that means I can put all my thoughts aside and focus with my work. I have to keep myself busy now, so that I won't be able to think about the unnecessary things.

The family outing earlier on was great. Such a windy night by the beach. I didn't entertain much with my relatives and family members. All I did was somewhat sleep in the van, and talking to you on the phone. Thanks for keeping me companied. Oh ya, I saw lots of transvestites just now too. Hahahaha. I miss you, i miss you and i miss you already :D

2009-01-24T13:09:00.005+08:00

I'm so glad that Mummy called James earlier on, telling him that I would not be attending work tonight. Family and I will be going for an outing in the evening. James allowed me not to work today. Woahhh, finally I can spend my time with my family members. It has been sooooo long since family and I spend our time together. It's really random when Mummy refrained me from working today, just to go for a family outing. At first, I thought that it was such a waste of time following them. But on the second thought, it's a good thing though.

I was so elated that my request to James has been approved. I became runner for the first time in Sakura! Like finally, after working for 2 months plus. Thanks Mussy, Musto and Wan for guiding me throughout the operation hours, though they kept calling me short. It was hilarious. The chefs were so funny while working. I so hate to serve the sausage to the customers, as they'll laugh when it's served. It's like a tradition in Sakura. Hahaha, damn it. Oh yes, I ate a lot at work last night. Thanks to me, I ordered a lot of food after work.

I can't wait to work tomorrow. 10 bucks per hour. How cool can that be? I really want to work a lot this week, 'cause I've counted the hours that I've worked, and the amount I'll be receiving is not as much as I had aimed for. Oh yaaa, Jenny's going back to Philippines soon. Sakura and I will definitely miss her. Time really fly that fast. -.=

I am trying to adapt with my new routine. I hope with this new routine of mine, really suits me. Getting away from a lot of things is never easy. But slowly, I'm sure that I can actually get away from all these. I am managing my time pretty well these days. And I've to be more discipline with myself :D

I feel sorry for a friend of mine. I know he's at fault, but at the same time, I really pity him. I didn't expect things to turn out worst than my expectations. At that point of time, it's hard to judge which was in the right place, and which was at fault. Being the so called middle person of the conflict was really confusing. I feel bad, if I were to always be on the larger side. And I also feel bad, to be on smaller side. I'm not going to side both parties. I've heard both stories, yet I was still blanked. Somehow, I just felt that both were at fault. Yes, I have my own reasons saying why both were at fault. Observing what they did, simply showed everything. I better not say anything else regarding this, but yeah, I hope that everything is fine now.

And to you, thanks for spending your time with me. I simply appreciate your company. You simply put a smile on face every time. Thanks for being there for me, when I really need someone to turn to. =)

2009-01-21T18:06:00.002+08:00

I was being such a bad girl earlier on. I skipped A.C.T with no reasons. But at least, I got the worksheet that my teacher gave me, and I attended the class for only 1/2 hours. I was extremely tired just now. And all I could think of was sleeping on my bed. Finally I am home, I can hear my bed calling me to sleep. I should be revising now, but later will do. I'm craving for oreeeeeeeo cookies so badly. I should ask Fikha to get me one packet of oreo later. :D

I've been thinking a lot these days. So much things are happening to me right now. Things come and go so fast. Now I have a decision to make. I'm still thinking hard enough. I don't know whether I can adapt with the new changes that well. I have been listening to others advises and opinions, and seriously, I can go haywire now. Hahaha.

I am sure that I will make the right decision. I hope I will not disappoint you by all means. Of course, I am serious with my words. Like wise, let time reveals everything. Slowly, it'll develop, I guess.

I don't wish to say much now. I've got to go and help a friend. Meeting Airi later, woah miss him a lot. Take care people.

"I hope everything will revolves around you"

t-i-r-e-d

2009-01-18T20:58:00.005+08:00

I forgot to mention that I'm quitting my job by the end of this month. Somewhere around there. That's my final decision. I had second thoughts of quitting this job on the 12th January. It's too early for me and Waida to leave Sakura family. Hahaha. Even the people there wants us to continue working the weekends shift. I'm thinking of continuing, but as promised to my parents that I'll quit this job, I just have to. Urghhh, even Ros doesn't allow me to quit. I know, pathetic.

Anyway, work was fine just now. I only had 3 hours plus of sleeping earlier on, and I am still wide awake now. The 'study' session with Waida simply didn't work out earlier on. Instead, we spent our time talking and talking and oh eating. Yes I know, we're pathetic, of course I didn't mean my words. I was just tired earlier on, besides, we stayed later than the rest at work to help Net. I'll get my assignments done later on, and will turn in early today. I can't drag my time to sleep. Hmm.. Dearest Waida, I know what we saw earlier was really unexpecting. Take things easy. I know how exactly it feels, 'cause I've been there and done that. Cheer up girlfriend.

The late phone call session last night, was somehow different from the other phone calls we had. Yes, all of the topics were so unexpected. I'll try to consider your words. Oh yes, still the word TRUST is such a big word. Hopefully, time will change everything alright. And I still don't understand why you're apologizing to me. It was quite a shock to hear something personal about you. Do take really care of yourself alright, and I really mean take care. :)

A.C.T will start tomorrow. That means, school will end later. 3.30 p.m, OMG that's so draggy! I don't feel like going to school tomorrow, but I know I have to force myself to school. No matter what.

Okay, okay. I am tired and yaaa, extremely tired now. Pictures to end this post. And sorry for not meeting you today again. You know I am tired. Haha, random. I simply love messing up with my hair today.

"All I can say, is that I am really grateful and thankful to have you being there for me now."

away then back

2009-01-18T02:02:00.011+08:00

I have been missing for quite some time. Yeah, I kept this blog to myself, not revealing anything to anyone. No, I didn't keep any secrets here, or even gossip about some other things. I just kept my blog away from the rest of the people. Sorry for not telling you readers about the changes to my blog. I just don't know why I did that. I know, whatthefuck.

A lot have been happening to me lately. I can't even list down what's happening now. I am currently multitasking. Baaaaaaaah, and I am not even entertaining much to him. Just so lazy. I should be sleeping right now, but I insist. But I have to work though tomorrow lunch. I'm replacing Qaiyum :D We are suppose to exchange shift but thank God Jannah's replacing me for dinner. I quarreled with him earlier just because of exchanging shifts. That guy owes me a replacement.

I have planned to pierce somewhere around my lips. I so can't wait to get pierced. Hopefully I can get it done soon. Woohoo, I'm getting eviiiiiiill.

I have been spending my days and time with Waida. Yes, she has been the greatest friend of all. It's so much great to spend more time by just the two of us. No disturbance, no quarrels and ya, nothing bad happens. Study again with her somewhere at Town area after work tomorrow. And yes, I really mean study. I have to get a lot of assignments done. Been procrastinating since the start of the year. -.=

I guess the pictures sums up everything. I've got no more to say now. Lost of words. Take care.

"Sometimes, it's better to just keep everything within us."

harsh

2009-01-12T16:07:00.005+08:00

Saturday's outing was RIDICULOUS. Thanks to Roihan who wanted to eat Seoul Garden so much, that he said it's cheap, when it's not. It's unfair to Hazli, Hasnim, Oyan and Luqman though that they only get to eat at Thai Express instead. But frankly, spending time with them was even better than spending time at Seoul Garden. Yes, I cried. I was weak. With Aidil's sarcasm and anger together with Roi's pathetic behaviour, I simply couldn't take in all of it. To them, hurting someone else's feelings isn't a big issue as what I can see. But damn, couldn't they just spare a thought that at least I have made the effort to invite them, 'cause I guess that probably by that treat, they would most likely, be treating us like how they used to treat me and Waida as. Instead, I broke down. And I thanked Hazli and the rest who ate at Thai Express with me and Waida, for being patient and understanding to us. REGRET ah. Left us without even saying Thankyou to us. We stayed calm. -.=

So yeah, $180 spent on their food expenses. Waida spent only $100 plus. Luckily I get to grab my plain YakPak haversack and of course my new edition Volcom tshirt. Hahahah. I am somehow satisfied. And at the very least, I treated my family to eat Sup Tulang. :D

Been texting with Hakim( Kimmy ) these past few days. Well, a nice person on the phone. In real life, I don't think so. Hahaha. Yeah, I know whatever things he had done with Azmidah. I hope everything will not bounce back towards me. Touch wood sia.

Yes, Remy has been acting real weird towards me. I was shocked when he said "I love you" on the phone itself. Really, I didn't expect that. We seemed like a couple, and I am glad to have him back. But yeah, I am still not over with that Aidil. I know that Remy knows about it, but Remy couldn't do much. Sigh, it's not easy for me now. And for the fact that Aidil keeps thinking that I've moved on 'cause I have been contacting Remy really bugs me. I miss Aidil Azhar a lot. A lot more than he ever thought. I just want him to know, that I am still waiting for him up till now.

I'm tired of typing, pictures up next.

2009-01-09T16:33:00.003+08:00

I decided to change my URL all of a sudden. It's pretty random, and I don't wish to tell anyone about my new URL just yet. Except for someone, whom I just made a promise to tell about my new URL. Okay what the hell, I'm talking about my new URL. Tsk, ridiculous.

A week in school has just ended, and I am so glad. I have been waiting for today, 'cause I'll be getting my pay in a few hours time. I don't know the exact amount that I'm getting, but well, as promised to the Pondok friends, Waida and I will be treating them tomorrow. Shasha and Noraina will be tagging along too. I will have to text the people who I've invited later after I get my pay. Damn, I so can't wait to get my pay. *chuckles*

School was quite a bore somehow just now. Yeah, nothing exciting happened. And I am glad that I am talking again with Taufiq and Aidil in school at times. Baaaaah, all of a sudden they didn't even talk to us in school a few days back. Could be guy's so called "PMS" I guess. Hahaha.

I'm so glad that dance practice was cancelled today, due to Sec 1 CCA Orientation. Tomorrow's practice too. Woah, I can relax more uh like this. I'm getting more and more lazier in school's whatever activities lately. I don't know what's up into me, 'cause I used to be so committed in whatever is up in school. -____- Might be in the holidays moods still I guess. HAHA.

Will be out to Town late evening later, together with Waida. We've decided to meet the Sakura people. It's been a while since I came there, though the last time I was there was last Tuesday. Hahaha. I want to meet the guys and the girls there. Frankly, I miss all of them. I am still thinking whether to quit or to just continue with working over the weekends. But I'm pretty sure that the parents will definitely forbid me to work over the weekends. I have to concentrate on school first. Mummy said that I can work during the holidays, but I don't know if I'll be having any activities in school over the holidays. Damn laaaaaaaaah.

I met the Pondok people last night. It has been a while too since I last went there. I miss them a lot ever since the school started. Oh yaaaaaaa, Roi just did Dreadlocks yesterday too. And I was so glad that I can play around with his dreads. At first, it was hilarious to see him with dreads, but well, it suits him too though. Woah, cool shit uh like that. Hahah. Tomorrow, makan with them ;D

I have yet to get a short nap before going to Town. Ya, I still need to call Remy later. Been having late night phone calls with him ever since I came back from Genting. That was last year. I'm getting closer with that ass ever since, and he's someone that I can talk to most of the times. Thanks ah for those listening ears. He must be tired of hearing Aidil's name almost every conversations. I should be moving on instead, but I insist somehow.

I just don't understand why I am still crazy over that Aidil. It's over like a month ago, and I still keep thinking about it. And ya, being with him for 8 days was pathetic, but I am still waiting for him again. Baaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

Okok, I rather not blabber much. I don't want to get too emotional here. Take care.

2009-01-07T20:12:00.007+08:00

I skipped work today. I am exhausted. Yesterday was such a disaster for me. I made sacrifactions just to go to work, and I know I will not repeat that again. I was so wrong actually, but thanks to Qaiyum for not replacing me, if not I could have attend dance. I know I must be more discipline for dance and stuffs. Anyway, I thank Monette for finding a replacement for me today. I am sure that Waida would be very tired later. That girl is really stubborn, told her not to attend work, yet she still goes for it.

I am quitting this job very soon. Yes, by the end of this week, I will not be working at Sakura Orchard anymore. It's pretty sad to quit though, 'cause both Waida and I are already close with the people at work. The journey was short. I wish that I can spend more time at Sakura, and yeah, most of the seniors wants us to come to work during our holidays. But that depends on our results for exams in the mid term.

Ros our part-time Supervisor has already transferred to Downtown East's Sakura last Monday. To be frank, everyone was sad. Even James I guess. It feels way different without Ros at work. No more Ros's favourite "whatthefuck" sign, no more Ros calling me "Yahyah" with Robin Ooi the chef's tune, no more Chinese conversation with her and her dirtiness at work and oh she always sponsors me with some stuffs. Baaaaaaah. And add to that, most of the juniours are quitting by the end of this week. I am so going to miss the people.

Ros and me

Incomplete Sakura staffs
I just feel like disobeying one of the school's rules. It's about hairstyle. What the hell, every female student leader has to clip up their fringe. Even if my fringe is not that extreme long, I still have to. But I just trimmed my hair a few weeks ago. Still, I've to bare with the rules. I can't do much, that's what the school wanted. -_____-"

I suddenly feel that I miss my close friends so much. Never mind, I can meet up with them this coming Saturday. I do hope that our plan will work out. :D I so can't wait to eat at either East Coast or Newton. Hahahaha. Been craving to eat there since long. And ya, I will have to visit Sakura whenever I'm at Town area, -oh that's a must.

I am deleting my tagboard. So, if there's anything that you wish to tell me, or need me to relink you, do it personally either at MSN or wherever that's contactable. Okay okay, I've got Maths assignment to be done. Though I don't understand what the hell was the teacher teaching as her maximum voice was too soft, I still have to do it. Damn it. Bye!

new year

2009-01-03T00:44:00.009+08:00

Pictures of New Year celebration are up. Yeah, didn't take that much photos. Was too tired actually. Hahaha. Pictures are in random order. So yeahhh. It was great though to celebrate New Year with Waida, seriously. And of course, having an old good friend with me was simply great too. I met a looooooot of old friends during New Year itself also. I was happy to the maximum, I tell you :D But at the same time, both Waida and I were exhausted, 'cause we rushed from work all the way to Padang. Damn it, it was hilarious.

School started yesterday. Oh my god, it was pathetic. Seriously. My class is situated at the Technical block, near the office. There are a few reasons why my class is there, but I don't wish to elaborate more on that. I felt ridiculous in class, like totally ridiculous. And first day of school sucks a whole lot, 'cause I didn't have enough rest the night before, due to working. -.=

I am seriously tired right now. I only had 4 hours of sleeping, and that's definitely not enough of sleep. I even messed up during Dance practice earlier. I didn't know what was I thinking earlier.

I guess, I have said enough. And I am surrounded with two donkeys right now. They can't set their eyes off this lappy. Damn it. Takecare.

2008-12-30T20:22:00.003+08:00

The year is coming to an end soon. And look how time flies that fast. I will be working tomorrow night, and yeah, probably I will be celebrating New Year with some people. But that's not a confirmation. Since I have the free time today, I decided to update my blog, since I know that I am unable to update this blog tomorrow or any day after tomorrow 'cause I'll be busy with work and school's starting :D

The year 2008 is such an awesome year for me. Yes, lots of wonderful things happened and lots of shits happened to me too. Of course everything will stay as memory and yes, I am really looking forward for the future. Towards the end of this year, I've realised that I have changed drastically. It's unexpecting though. True, everyone change almost everytime.

I have planned so many things do for next year. And I hope that everything that I have planned out would not backfire. Yes especially when I get my pay. I so can't wait for my pay pay pay pay! :D Waida and I will totally be excited to get our pay. HAHAHA.

I still have not prepare a single thing for first day of school. Yes not a single thing at all. All the holiday moods are so hard for me to switch to the school moods. Damn it. And trust me, it's pathetic to start the first day of school on the last day of the week. -.= RIDICULOUS.

I think I have said enough. I will not drag this post. Happy New Year in advanced, and Goodbye 2008! Take care assholes.

updated

2008-12-28T15:03:00.006+08:00

I guess I might not upload all the Genting pictures, 'cause I know it's already overdue and there's so many of them. Haha. To be short and frank, I am just extremely lazy to upload all the photos into my website. :D

This whole week was a pretty hectic week for me. Thanks for the tight schedule ah James. -.= Had to work everyday except for last Tuesday. And God, I am still tired. Christmas Eve and Christmas day itself was a blast for me. The most exhausted shift I have ever had. Worked for the whole day, with only 1 and a half hour of break. Damn it. But we managed to hit the target though on both days, and I am proud that I could work that fast. Hahaha. Celebrated Mussy's 19th Birthday at work was hilarious. He almost shed tears. I can't believe it. Just like Bear, when we surprised him with our home-made cake. 'Tears of overjoyed' -.=

So yeah, last Tuesday went to have a day off at Sentosa with the dancers. It felt like I haven't had my free time for long. I had totally a lot of fun there. And yaaa, the dancers were being dirty at times in the sea. Tsktsk. After beaching with them, Waida and I headed to Town. I met Apic to catch Twilight at Cineleisure. Oh my God, that movie was a two thumbs up! :) Oh yeah, a week or two before, I catched Bolt Digital with him and Siti, and that movie was a great movie after all.

I went to Clinton's house party last night. Stayed there untill 1.30 am, didn't wish to stay any longer. Went with Siti after work together with Bear, 'cause we met him somewhere near Somerset. It was somehow awkward for me to enter that house party as everyone was wayyyyyyy older than me. I was lucky that my wow people were there to celebrate Clinton's birthday. It was an OK party for me somehow. So ya, Happy 21st Birthday Clinton. I know, he's that old. Hahahaha.

Oh, I forgot to mention that I just cut my hair last Monday. Thanks Hasnim for accompanying to Pacific Plaza to get my hair done :D New year's arriving. I so can't wait for that. And that means, school's starting. No more fooling around, it's time to switch to the study mode. Ahhhh, lazy!

To my dearest krenteng-girlfriend, Happy 11 Monthversary to both of us. This friendship worths a lot to me. I know we've been through thick and thin so much. I feel very bad that you had to go through a tough situation these past few days. I know it's really hurtful, but trust me it'll heal soon. I am always here for you, and I will never abandon you alone. This is just the beginning, we still have a lot more to face in the future. Take this as a lesson learnt, and I am sure that sooner or later, you'll get over it. Do take care, and you know I always love you girlfriend. *blink*

Okay dah, I am done. Pictures below. Take care.

busybusy

2008-12-17T17:39:00.002+08:00

I am currently at Hazli's place. I'll be off to work in a few minutes time. I have been extremely busy these days, and I am always feeling exhausted when I get back home. I am working almost everyday now, and I like it a lot, 'cause it kills my time though I will end up being tired. I didn't have the much time to use the laptop at home nowadays. Hahaha.

Sorry for not updating my blog frequently. Everything is going great for me. Enjoying my busy life somehow. I so can't wait for the next pay. Damn it, my first pay wasn't enough for me. I didn't spend so much, but the money just went away just like that. -.=

School's starting in a few weeks time. What the hell, I am sooooooooo unprepared for that. Haha.

I miss Baby J somehow. She's away from camp. Damn it. Can't wait to see her tomorrow! :D

Okay okay, I have to get ready to go to work right now. Take care worms.

amazed

2008-12-05T17:48:00.004+08:00

I am back! I am back from Genting! Woohoo. God, it feels like I have been away for 3 days only, didn't feel like 5 days at all. My time was well spent, and I am broke already. I spent a looooooot there. Hahaha. Even on the first day, I already bought a MNG pants for myself. The price was reasonable though. :D I am so happy that I managed to spend my money on great stuffs. Bought some stuffs too for the family, and they're happy with it. I glad they like it. But sadly, I didn't get the chance to go to the theme park, as I was left with only a few bucks. But it was ok, at least I had fun there. Soooooooooooo much fun.

I can literally forget about whatever feelings that I had before leaving Singapore. It was a great thing though for me. Oh yes yes, the competition! It was nerve wrecking during rehearsal. Because of the stage, we had to edit a few of the dance piece. And we managed to pull through the performance. It was great. I am glad that all our hardships, patience and pains paid off. We attained a SILVER medal yeah! With the points of 81. ( i don't know the score that well haha ). East View Sec, the Malay dancers who shared the same bus with us, managed to get Gold, with 86 points. Congrats to every participants. :D

I am really satisfied with the results, though we've worked hard enough to achieve GOLD. I so can't wait for another performance at BP area for the Prime Minister. Hahah.

I am pretty tired right now to elaborate everything. I have a loooooooot of pictures to upload, but I guess, I rather have some rest today. Will be working tomorrow, and I miss all my friends at work. Oh ya, I miss the awesome people too. I so can't wait to get my first pay! *jumpforjoy!*

Take care people.

2008-11-30T22:08:00.002+08:00

Oh my god, I can't believe that I am going to Genting tomorrow. That means, competition is just about one day left. Baaaaaaaaaah. I so can't wait for it. And damn, I am really unprepared to leave Singapore just yet. I still have not pack my stuffs 'cause I am always the last minute one. And yes, I have so much to plans to do for today, but in the end, everything backfired and I am really disappointed. I can literally go haywire right now, 'cause everything is not well organised. I am nervous, I am nervous and I am very very very very nervous. I can't think much, except for the fact that I am leaving Singapore for competition by tomorrow, and that time really flies extremely fast right now. To be honest, I can feel my heart beating faster than usual. I know I may sound pathetic, but yeah, it's true. All the best to us the dancers yo! Haha. And yeah, I have to keep this post short. I don't have much time left, and I need a lot of rest for tomorrow, since I have to wake up early. And and, I am going to pack everything into the suitcase. HAHA. Take care to all of you while I am away. I know I'll miss a looooooooooot of people here. *As if I am going for more than a week like that.* Very pathetic, I am. :D Yeah yeah, take care. One love.

2008-11-26T21:51:00.003+08:00

I am so worn out right now. Mega Camp was extremely dull, 'cause I wasn't around during the day as I had dance practices. But the only part that I had so much fun was the part that the groups did their cheers. I've lost my voice, and I am so glad of it. I have to admit that I wasn't in my best moods for camping at all this time round. Oh yes, I kept forgetting things during the camp. I didn't know what was I thinking throughout the camp, but yeah, my mind was a little bit disturbed somehow. Not a little bit, maybe a whole lot.

I am just glad that the camp is over. And I have to get enough rest for today. Competition is less than a week, I am sooooooooooooooooooo not prepared for it. Seems like everything is done with, even the costumes, just that we have to brush up our steps more. :) The tension of competing has already rise up even more within me ever since today. I have to give my best shot on next Tuesday.

Oh yeah, I feel that I have been putting on weight lately. I have to keep myself in the right shape. Hahaha. Have to thanks to Sakura for making me eat a lot at night, after working.

God, I am really exhausted now. My eyes are shutting down pretty sooooon. Take care people.

2008-11-22T13:59:00.004+08:00

I have decided to change my layout once again, since it's pretty boring right now. I'll be going out later to have my lunch with Siti then, will be going to work in the evening. I am supposed to be going to the Zoo today with some people, but I cannot make it today as it is a must for me to work on Saturdays. I hope you'd understand my situation. If I am able to take leave, I would already have, but all staffs aren't allowed to take leave too. I am so sorry alright.

Will be going for Mega Camp this Monday. I am so not in the moods for camp. And I know that Mega Camp can be quite boring at times. Hahaha, that was what I heard from my friends who had been through the camps for a lot of times. :D

One week left for Genting trip, that means, competition is drawing really near. I am so nervous and I am not prepared for the competition. We're aiming for a Gold, and hopefully with all our efforts, we will achieve it. Good luck to the Band members as they are going to Genting for a competition too this Monday.

My stomach's growling, and I am really starving. I want to eat Burger King later, as promised with Siti. Take care then. b_d

i feel gay now

2008-11-16T02:27:00.004+08:00

I have to admit that I am extremely tired. I didn't have enough of sleep these past few days. I am busy with dance and work, whole week. Due to my tiredness, I keep throwing tantrums at people randomly. Pardon me yeah. Hahaha.

The dance piece is about to finish, and the competition is really drawing near. Time flies pretty fast eh? Haha. I so can't wait for it to happen, and end 'cause I want to have more rest. But before I'm going to Genting, I'll be attending Mega Camp for 3 days 2 nights. Ahhhhh, can't work on the 24th till 26th. Bleargh.

The test at work was nonsense. Hahaha, serious. Had to run here and there to search for answers. But it was fun though, I felt as if I was in Amazing Race or something. I screwed up when the Manager asked me a simple question, but I couldn't answer. I seriously didn't memorise anything, have to work harder next time.

Fikha's going to Brunei tomorrow. Have to wake up early and send her to the airport in the morning. I'm so going to miss her, though she's been a pain in the ass at times. Haha. I hope she'll be fine there, and I know she's so going to miss me and family so much. *smile widelyyyy*

Oh oh, I bought a new phone! Hahaha. Finally, I own a phone that can work pretty well. Thank God. Hahaha. And I am so in love with it. :D

I am so sleepy right now. I have to get some rest, and off I'll go to send Fikha to the airport. And I don't want somebody to keep nagging at me to go to sleep. Hahaha. Take care people.

Yeah, I Love You too. Thanks for making me the most happiest girl for now. I feel relieved.

2008-11-08T11:54:00.003+08:00

I am back from PLTC. I am extremely tired and worn out. My body aches a whole lot, I've got sore throat due to Campfire. The camp was absolutely tough, trust me. I have to admit that there were a few times I felt like giving up during the camp. But I told myself to endure and at last, the results came yesterday. It was terrifying and during the camp, I kept thinking that I couldn't make it. But with my efforts, I think I have done my best. Yes, I am qualified to be a Peer Leader now. I was overjoyed! :D Congratulations to all the trainees who are qualified too.

Went to work yesterday. I was lucky glad that were a lot of staffs working. My work was pretty light. Luckily Nana's brother, Memel was working and was the same station as me. Thank God he was there. He guided me throughout the day, and he did train me to carry the big tray with lots of plates, bowls and utensils. Baaaaaaaaaah, it was scary at first. Hahaha. And the worst part was, I banged onto Mussy's tray with lots of plates. Damn him :)

Will be working again later. Now my life is occupied with so much stuffs. And I am trying to adapt with the new living. Haha.

I am so in love with the new song, and I don't know why. Oh God, I am running out of cash now. I need cash cash cash to go to work. ^____^

I'll keep this post like this. I don't have anything much to say. Will update whenever I am free and when I have the moods to update yeah. Take care people.

There's always the ups and downs in life.

2008-11-03T17:53:00.003+08:00

Oh my god. I am extremely tired right now. I didn't have enough rest since the past few days. I worked yesterday, tiring but fun of course. Made new friends. Haha. They sure are fun to be with. I can't wait to work again probably this Friday, if not Saturday. :D Make money yeah. But my body is already aching 'cause I didn't get to sit the whole 4 hours plus.

Will be going for PLTC tomorrow. Trust me I am not prepared yet. I haven't pack everything inside the bag, and I don't feel like going suddenly. I'm feeling rather unwell somehow, but whatever it is, I still have to be present at the camp, since I want to be a Peer Leader so much. Hahaha. I will make sure that I'll get enough rest tonight. Have to wake up early aye. Someone will turn 15 too tomorrow.

Ok, I'll keep this post very very short. :) Will be meeting my friends later on. Take care people.

Don't have to waste your time thinking, alright :)

2008-11-01T03:29:00.003+08:00

Time check, 3.30 am. I don't know why I'm still awake at this point of time. A lot of things are bothering my mind somehow, and lately, I keep getting bad dreams over and over again. I just find it very difficult for me to sleep in peace when all sorts of thoughts keep dashing through my brain. I feel like inventing a machine that can literally suck all these crazy thoughts in my brain that I'm having now. (n_n)v

Both Waida and I still have not receive any calls from the manager. How long will I wait to start working? I need to start working as soon as possible 'cause I don't to start working when I am feeling extremely tired after 3 days of camp and 2 days of dance. Damn, nerve-wrecking.

I was somehow moved(?) by a message from #!$%^&`* at 2 am plus. I like the ending of the message, simply cute. Hahaha. Sorry I didn't reply your message, was concentrating watching an Indonesian movie. :D

Bloody hell, I want that MNG 3/4 pants so badly. I'll ask Ayah for some cash later as I am desperate enough, though I've said that I will not be asking him for money since I'll be starting working. Hahaha. I must get something later on in the afternoon or maybe evening, since I'll be accompanying Airi to do his shopping. I want to shop too ok! *smiles*

Oh great, I'm hungry again. I don't know how many times I've eaten, but I'm still hungry again and again. Dah take care kids.

Everything changes in a short period of time.

happyhappy

2008-10-30T23:40:00.002+08:00

I am so glad that I got a job. WaiTeng will be working with me at Sakura. I'm happy, I'm happy, I'm happy! We both are waiting for the call from the manager. I so can't wait to work. Hehe. Bloody hell, the job hunting was easy. :D

My schedule will be extremely tight when my work starts. Dance practices, PLTC and work. Well hopefully I can manage time well, and get enough rest on my free days. I'm going to be a busy woman, haha as if. So yeah, I just can't wait for my work to starts.

Will be going for 3 Days 2 Nights Peer Leader Training Camp. I totally can't wait for that too. Hopefully I'll be qualified to be a Peer Leader. *chuckles*

Baaaaah, I'm tired. 2 hours of Dance practice again tomorrow. I'll take a rest then. Take care. Oh yes, more pictures will be up soon. Haha.

It's now or never, baby.

dulldulldull

2008-10-28T10:43:00.006+08:00

High School Musical 3 was a bomb! The movie was awesome, except that it was a little bit dramatic to me. But whatever it is, the movie was still a great one :D Watched it last Saturday night, and I came home later than the usual. Haha. Didn't take a lot of pictures, and I myself have not receive my picture, but it's ok.

Went out again yesterday, trust me it was ultra-boring at home. Lucky Airi called, and asked me out in the evening. Haha. I played pool for the first time, and I have to admit that I suck a lot in that game. -_____-" I never want to play pool anymore, I hope so.

Will be going out again later on with WaiTeng and AnisWire. Haha. Holidays seem pretty dull somehow. I want to work, 'cause I want to earn my own money and not to ask Ayah for money every time to go out. See, at least I take the initiative to work. *Smile widely.*

Oh yes, gotten back the report book last Friday. I passed! I passed! I got promoted to Secondary 3 Express. Hahaha. I will get to know which class I am promoted to on 12 November, if I am not wrong. I can't wait for that. My conscience says that I will probably get into 3E3, that's of course because of my percentage, and ya, I failed my Mathematics. That's terrible. Whatever uh. I was glad that I got to meet Aziana after a long week of not meeting each other. :)

My phone is being a pain in the ass for now. I can't wait to get a new phone next month. Hahaha. Sickening phone, keep giving me problems. I'll no longer use the phone sooooooon :D

Stupid Bear
Double Dayah
There you go, yesterday's pictures. It was a coincidence that DayahPENDEK and I wore the same shirt. Hahaha. (n_n)v

Baaaaaaaaah, Mummy's nagging already. Take care then.

2008-10-23T18:46:00.008+08:00

I am extremely tired, and I still have not fully recover from the cold that I had a few days back. Thanks to the Dragon Boat session yesterday, I got all tired and sick again and again. Haha.

I am so glad that everything is alright for now. * Smile widely * No more of guys mood swings. Haha. It's great that they both are alright with each other now. I'm so proud that they tried to forgive and forget about that stupid small matter. :D

Went to bowling last Tuesday, and I swear it was a great day. My right hand is still in pain, 'cause it has been such a long time since I last played bowling. Laughters all over, and I managed to get the second position. Haha. From the last position since the first game, I became the second champion by the second game. I am really proud of myself indeed. Let's go for another bowling next time. And I must beat Airi's score the next time round.

Will be receiving the report book and the school magazine tomorrow. I can't wait! I can't wait! I really have got to know which class I am promoted to, but before that, I have to know whether I still get promoted to Sec 3 Express or not. Hahaha, my results can be terrifying and disappointing at times. I am so nervouuuuuuuus. Wish for the best tomorrow, fingers crossed.

The gaysThe coolshit ( hahahaha )WaiTeng like realHunchy Crunchy
Hedeyeh sia ( HAHAHA )Pictures are up. Enjoy. Damn, I'm hungry again. Ok, bye.

2008-10-19T02:39:00.006+08:00

Finally, my pathetic long fringe has become slightly shorter. I am really satisfy with it now. Thanks Taufiq for accompanying me. Went to meet Waida, Roi, Aidil, Airi and Haziq after that at Far East after I finished cutting my fringe and had our lunch. Everything seemed chaotic when all the guys met.

I freaking don't understand what was going on earlier on, until Roi actually told me the whole story at the end of the day just now. Well, I just hope that they all will be like before again yeah. And I had so much fun shopping with Waida (WaiTeng). HAHA. All the conversations we had were awesome. At last, I got something that I have been craving for. Thanks for being there for me all these while Waida, and yes, Anis too. :D

Whatever I told Waida earlier was crazy. It suddenly "happened". It was unexpected. But, I somehow don't like how that person being so envious today all of sudden. Haha. Whatever it is, I just hope that things would turn out right and great yeah, fingers crossed. :)

I still have not receive the Donut Raye outing pictures, but I have Saturday's pictures. But not that much though, thanks to all the guys-with-mood-swings. HAHA. Enjoy eh.
I love you WaidakerenTeng
My body's aching after Inter-Class games and Dance practice. I am extremely beat now. Will be heading to the bed soon. Take care curly wurly! Haha.

Get real, make it happen :)

2008-10-16T21:11:00.004+08:00

I know, that's horrible. Haha. But whatever it is, that's me. -.=

Went out Raye-ing with the Donut gang, last Monday. It was extremely fun. I haven't get all the pictures from Shasha. She's hardly online anyway. But it's alright, I'll upload them soon when I've receive the pictures from her yeah. Haha. I only have one picture of the ladies at my crib. ( I stole that from Noraina's LiveJournal anyway :D )

So yeah. Went to see a doctor earlier on. I didn't attend to school today. I was lazy, and I am exhausted thanks to yesterday's Dragon Boat session at Changi Coast. It was fun to the core, and I don't regret attending school yesterday. Mass Run at Botanic Gardens just now, that event sounds boring to me somehow. HAHA. I had to take four different types of medicine. Damn, my throat hurts the most. And I have been coughing non-stop for the past two weeks. Doctor said that I can't drink cold drinks that much, and I can't eat spicy food.

I thought of not going to school too tomorrow, but since I'll be having dance practice, I'll have to drag myself to school then. I miss dance practice a lot. :D

Oh yes, I passed the Peer Leader interview. God, the interview was nerve-wrecking. Really. I have to admit that I literally screwed up during the interview. I was extremely nervous, and I couldn't think much. Haha. But well, I am so glad that I passed the interview. Happy happy so much. Hehe. Will be attending the PLTC briefing on the 21st October. And to all who passed too, congratulations yeah! And to those who didn't, don't be upset. I am sure you guys are still a leader in whatever positions you are now.

Gotten back the results of SA2. Disappointing as expected. I still have got to know the overalls. Hope for the best though. Fingers cross, I want to get into the Pure Class. But I won't be upset, if I don't have the chance to. Thanks to my results. Haha.

I have said a lot. And I have eaten my medicine. I feel sleepy already. I need more rest uh. Haha. Take care people.

:D

Careless

2008-10-11T22:04:00.008+08:00

End-Of-Year examinations are officially over. I feel glad that it's done. No more burning midnight oils, no more night study sessions and no more revisions to do. I feel so gay when exams are over, and really, gay to the maximum. HAHA. Went Raye-ing with Anis, Rashid and the Sawan after exams. And seriously, it was fun. Though there were some disagreements before we went to Raye-ing. :D

Yesterday Raye-ing with the Pondok people was hell of fun fun fun. It was GAYREK, really. But as for me, things went slightly unexpected during Raye-ing. I am sorry if I have disappoint that somebody, but whatever it is, I still owe you an apology, and that I was afraid to say so in front of you. I'm sorry to you, that my green-gray didn't turn out gray that much, and that I didn't take the initiative to talk to you. Haha. And let's forgive and forget about the bitter conflict that happened between us alright.

Thanks to Remy, Andy, Danriz, Aniq, Helmy and Arif for coming to my house, late at night. Though it was unexpected, and late, thanks for coming. Hahaha. Pity Aniq 'cause he seemed hungry to the extreme core. And Danriz got praised by Mummy for being handsome that night. -.= Hahaha.

I stayed at home the whole day. I am seriously exhausted. And I really cannot tolerate with my sickening cold.

And to some friends of mine, I am really sorry for the current situation. We all know that nobody is to be blame as everyone plays their part. We've promised each other to stand by each others' side, and not to fall apart that easily through whatever circumstances. I understand that sometimes, we feel awkward whenever the other party is around, but bear in mind that we're still friends. No one will be outcast from us, 'cause we've got each others' back to support. And I am thankful to Anis who has stayed to listen to whatever shits that we're going through right now. I do hope that all these will end pretty soon, in a very good note. And do remember that both Anis and I are still like before, and that we are wishing for the old us to come back.

Pictures are here. Happy browsing through ;D.Thursday's.
The guys.The girls.
All together :D Hasnim ah! Muhammad Hafiz Bin Abdul Hamid, the most irritating one.Danial was there. Haha.Roaarr! I will get you uh! Nabilah Qurratu'ainiHappy happy people To whoever took this picture, I'll kill you soon. hahaha
It's quite a long post, but yeah, these are what I owe you guys. Haha. Take care.

screwed up.

2008-10-06T14:42:00.003+08:00

I screwed up Mathematics Paper 1. Damn, from the start of the first page, I struggled through out the paper. It was hell, seriously. And my throat was being a pain the ass I tell you. I could not stop coughing. I felt like twisting my bloody throat half way through the paper. BAAAAH. How I wish that I can retake the paper again. Haha, but that's not possible isn't it.

Thanks Dixie Kor's son for printing my Art researches. Thank God there's somebody to print for me. I still have not start on my Art. See GAY, I blog about you ok! HAHA. Thanks to my procrastination. I don't know for how long shall I stay procrastinating, I know I will not be able to success if continue being this lazy type of person. Hahahaha ( like real sia ).

I've edited the background again. This background is nicer. :D

Ahhhhhh, my cookie is here. I'll update next time yeah. Yum-yum! Take care cookie monsters.

:)

2008-10-03T18:23:00.002+08:00

Purple ah purple

It's pretty dull at home right now, so that's the reason why I take the initiative to update my blog. See, I'm so good that at least I update, or else there will be people asking me update. I've edited my blog again, and I'm very satisfied with it. Oh ya, changed the song too :D I'm done with 6 papers, and I still have got more to go. One week left, and I am done with End-Of-Year. I really really really can't wait for exams to be over. Patience Dayah. Hahah.

Hari Raya just started, and it was hell of fun. The first day of Raya was crazy. I am lazy to elaborate more about it, and worst still Kak Aein have not upload the pictures in the camera into this laptop yet. So yeah, I'll upload the pictures soon when they're uploaded by Kak Aein alright.

Been extremely busy these past weeks. I even got scolded for coming home late, due to night study session. Haha, serves me right. Oh yes, I have been doing great these past few days too. All the emotional-faggy feelings, are gone. Yes, it's true. I am back to normal now, seriously. Woah, random ah.

Ahhhhh, I suddenly feel that I miss a lot of people. And ya, I don't know why though -.=

K lah, good bye.

2008-09-22T21:44:00.003+08:00

I don't know what's up with me today. I threw tantrums to people with no valid reasons every half an hour intervals. Gee, that's really not the usual me. I know there were some things that made me feel this way. It bothers somehow, yes it does a whole lot up till now though.

Ahhhhhh, I feel like taking back everything I've said and not taking the decision to even look to what I saw. Damn ah. My head's spinning, round and round. Bleargh.

Not in the mood uh.
Take care, byeeee.

Eh new friend, where are you sia?

2008-09-20T15:45:00.005+08:00

Rotting at home today.

Oh my god. I was quite shocked when Anis text me that she had to refer to the hospital. I am so worried about her right now. I should have accompanied her earlier on, but since I woke up later than her, she just went with her mum. And now, I am having crazy thoughts already. I hope Anis is going to be fine. Baaaaahhhhh.

Last night was awesome. Break-fast with Anis, Khairil, Rashid and Yusof at Khairil's crib. It was hilarious. We cooked by ourselves; Western food. The oil kept exploding(?) to me. Haha. Watched a horror movie and we surprised Yusof with a Banana Split, specially for him. He was shocked somehow. 'Cause we only told him to come for something important. Plan worked. It was hilarious, 'cause I don't really like horror movies that much, and I was the who screamed the most.

Oh yaaa. I missed the concert last night at Republic Poly, but who cares, at least I had fun at Khairil's place. :D

I am stuck in a very ridiculous situation right now. And I am glad that I have some friends that are being so good to me, and lending me their ears and shoulders. I know I am strong enough, and with their advises, I am confident with it. I will give time to myself, and let things go by its way. Though it can be pretty difficult to accept, let it be. Let it be, let it be. And I am hoping that you and me will be in good terms pretty soon. No doubt that I miss you dearly.

I miss a lot of people suddenly, ok what the hell.
K byeeee.

stupid cold wars

2008-09-10T22:42:00.004+08:00

I am so amazed that I got selected for the competition that will be held at Genting, in December. It was really nerve wrecking in the first place, as I absolutely didn't think that I can make it to the competition. I wasn't that good during practices, I know it very well. But finally, when I heard my name was called, I felt relief to the extreme core. :D

I don't understand why lately I've been acting pretty weird towards some people. Of course, I didn't have the intentions to be like this, but the way the people treat me, I just have to do the same. Indeed it's really awkward, and I really don't want it to be in this state. I'm speechless, and lately, I've been thinking to myself really hard.

I don't know whether it's my illusions, or my existence means something bad towards them now, I really don't know. Sometimes, I feel like running away from them, but thinking once again, there's no use. I wish that all of these will end pretty soon, as I really want the old us back. Yes, I mean it a lot. Friendship means a lot to me, and I really don't wish to lose any one of you. I don't know if any one of them will be reading this, but I really hope that this cold war that we're having currently, will end soon. Please please, you know I really hate this to happen.

And I am really sorry for my stupid mood earlier on in school. I know Taufiq was somehow mad at me that I didn't be at my best. I was rather controlling my inner feelings, not letting everything go. I tried my best to stay normal in front of Taufiq. I am sorry, and I really am. Let time change the whole idiotic feelings in me.

I miss you guys, especially you.

If only i could turn back the time

2008-09-05T10:26:00.012+08:00

I had a very bad "nightmare" last night. Everything was real. It made me feel devastated. I really don't know what was I thinking yesterday. It was as if everything ended up in a very bad note, and in the end, I was the one who regretted it. I felt pathetic somehow. I should have not chosen to say it, but what should I do now? I can't turn back the time, and take back everything that I said. It's impossible.

I feel terrible, to the extreme core of course. I really never thought that things would turn out this way. It was sickening. If I have know it beforehand, I would definitely not say those things. I pretended that I was alright. It took me one whole hour to calm down. And thanks Waida for staying up late at night to accompany me. I really hope that we can meet up today. I don't expect things to turn out this way. Why am I being too emotional and sensitive right now? -_____-"

Let's set aside that matter.

On the other hand, yesterday's Dance Graduation was such a blast. I felt awesome that evening. I had tons and tons of fun with the Dancers and the Seniors. It was hilarious, exciting and memorable. I am really going to miss the Seniors, frankly. And I would like to congratulate the new Committee Members, Ninie, Feqa, Justyn, Amelea and of course, Warda. :)

I'm lost with words. Thinking about what happened last night made my brain freeze, fake ah. But yeah, I can't think of what else to write then. So, I'll just end this post with yesterday's photos.

Thanks Waida for everything. Without you, I'll not be that strong. Meet soon alright.

Mummy, i'm excited

2008-09-03T16:46:00.002+08:00

Yes, I decided to change the song like again again. Hahaha. Same song at Baby J's blog, but who cares? I seriously love the new song from The Script. Nice one, really it is. =)

I can't wait for tomorrow's Dance Graduation. Woohoo. I miss having Dance Practices already. Hahahaha. I am feeling extra jubilant for tomorrow. Can't wait to meet the seniors and all the other dancers. This year's graduation is slightly different, as we're celebrating it during Fasting Month. Haha, but who cares. I am so going to have a lot of fun tomorrow. Excited excited excited.

I have a lot of holiday assignments to be done, if I'm not wrong. But I don't know what holiday assignment do I have. -______-" All I know is that I have to finish up the DNT Coursework by the end of this week. I seriously don't have any idea what to do with it. *SMILES*

I am getting more lethargic right now. I'll entertain my phone and watch more cartoons then. A few more hours to break fast. Time oh time, fly faster can? Hahahahahaha. Take care.

Remember my wish?

Show it.

2008-09-01T01:53:00.006+08:00

Saturday was great. I managed to get myself two dresses. It was fun, yet tiring 'cause that small kid made me walked a lot. Hahaha. Damn, I'm falling in love with dresses suddenly. I need more cash to get another dress, and I do want to get a shoe for myself. It was a downpour soon as we reached Town area. We were half drenched, luckily I brought along my umbrella. b_d I saved the day!

Went out again, same place earlier on. Wait, it's already the 1st September, so yesterday. Ah, the same. Accompanied Anis to get a dress for Dance Graduation, since this year's theme is Ballroom. Hahaha. I don't know if neither our dress suits the theme, but whatever it is, at least we've got something to wear. I'm wearing the dress that I bought yesterday. Yay! I was so glad that I met Waida today.

I still can't believe that I'll be fasting later on. I haven't eat enough yet. Hahaha. My stomach's already growling right now. Aiyo. And I can't even make myself go to sleep. -___-" Oh yes, I want to do something with my hair, but I don't know what. And my fringe is getting longer. Pathetic!

Say it like you really mean it.*SMILES*I want to eat eat eat, before I cannot eat in the day uh. Night. Happy fasting.

2008-08-30T09:34:00.004+08:00

Rise and sun people :)

I decided to change everything again. Because the previous one seemed dull and extremely plain. And I inserted a song by Weezer again. This song seems nice, really. Check out the lyrics too yeah. Hahaha.

Yesterday was all fine. Though 2E3 didn't win, we all had fun. But sadly, not all were present yesterday. It was like, half of the class? Yeah. Oh yes, it was Faiz's and Ulrica's 15th and 14th Birthday yesterday. Hahah. Enjoy uh your birthdays. I didn't go back to Unity Primary School yesterday. I didn't have the moods to go back there. Besides, the people who text me yesterday in the end, they didn't go back to Unity Primary too. Perhaps next year yeah? (^____^)V Happy Teachers' Day uh.

I'm going out in the afternoon. I really want to shop for something today. Since I have the cash with me now, I better spend it with what I really want, than spending on food, junks and nonsensical things. Not going to the Baybeats this year. Since Waida couldn't make it. Next year ah next year. Hahaha.

Oh My God. Fasting month is starting real soooooooon. I can't wait for it to end, 'cause Hari Raya is next. Hahahahahaha. I have to take good care of my mouth, I don't want to slip out any vulgar. Yes, I'll be very very nice to people. *SMILES*

One week of break, then soon, will be Term 4. Wow, time flies that fast sia. I have to work hard to get into the class that I want. And to those who are taking N Levels and O Levels, best wishes uh. Next time, it'll be my turn. Hahahahahaha.

I am still figuring out how to sort things out with that person. Urghhhh. I feel like eating that person up. @!$%^&!$$%&(+-$#^%^

Hungry uh. Bye.

disappointed

2008-08-28T19:44:00.002+08:00

Damn it. I am really really really disappointed in myself. I flunked my English Language. I failed Mathematics again. And I can't be bothered with Literature, the most boring lesson this year, since the Literature teacher keeps on changing. Urghhhhhh. It's really unbelievable. Of course, I didn't put in much effort for this term's examination.

It sucks a whole lot, when the parents keep comparing me with the siblings. Yes, they are much more better in studies than me, so? I know I always disappoint them with my results, but I've tried my best. And the way the parents talked to me earlier were as if they don't have fate in me anymore. I admit that, each day, I will get nag by the parents, and sometimes the siblings. I am different. I am not like the siblings, the hardworking ones. I know I have an aim to achieve, but I need time. I'm slow, indeed. What to do, it's already in me. -_______-" Whatever it is, I've promised myself to work extra hard for End-Of-Year exam. There's still a chance to improve.

I keep having bad moods these past few days. Even the smallest matter, can bugs me a lot.

I am even disappointed in somebody who used to be closed to me. I don't know what that person wants from me right now, but that person is like being an attention seeker. Am I that bad towards that person? As if I have been so cruel, nasty and harsh ever since we became friends. It's really unfair for me. I have been treating that person nice, and though that person had once created a mistake upon me, I had forgave and forgot about it. Yet, that person is trying to create another piece of sh*t towards me. I have never hold any grudges towards that person before, until the day when I found out the truth. I don't know what the hell does that person is thinking right now. *Sighs. Probably trying to brainwash people, and make people hate me I guess. Congrats, that person is making me detest ____ more and more each day.

Please uh, get a grip. I am utterly sick and tired of all your nonsense. I hope you're having a lot of fun insulting and criticizing me.

I'm off. Take care.

Sore throat

2008-08-25T20:01:00.002+08:00

Urghhhh. My throat hurts a lot, and my muscles are aching too. I need more lozenges right now. Hahahaha. Dance tomorrow, wish me luck for the audition yeah. I really want to enter the exciting competition for this December. Fingers cross please. :) Wohoo. Gee, I can't stop coughing now. Make me recover soon please. Fasting month is in a week. The advantage to save money. Uh-huh. That'll be awesome. Hahaha. *Cough*Cough*

Take care then. :D

2008-08-24T18:52:00.005+08:00

So yeaaah. Decided to change the whole layout of my blog. And of course, I've changed the song too. Out of sudden, I have the moods to change everything. :) Homestayed the whole day today. Pretty boring I must admit. Hahaha.

Went to Granny's place to celebrate Shafareez's 2nd birthday yesterday. It was tremendous fun, really. That small kid have grown bigger, yet naughtier. Haha. So adorable sia. He scratched my nose, and it bleed, but just a little bit. Felt like eating him up yesterday. Muahahaha. The relatives were fun and crappy. I sang two songs at Granny's place. Was forced by Aunty to sing. But trust me, I sang ridiculously thanks to my "deep" voice. Hahahaha. It was hilarious. I feel like singing again there when my voice gets better :D

It's really really dull, and I am really starving at home. Mummy didn't cook today. -_____-" Probably heading to Bukit Panjang Plaza later on, to grab something to eat with the siblings. HAHA. Again, I get my pay from Ayah. Not really pay, just allowance. I am being wise this time. I will get what I want, and not to spend the money on stupid things. And probably, this coming Saturday, the plan that Waida and I planned will work. Can't waiiiiit. :)

Alright alright. I want to get ready to get some food to munch. Hahaha. And omg, it's raining outside. Brrrrrrrrrr.......

Take care!

2008-08-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

Yeap, congratulations again to both Insyirah and Zahirah. You girls rock, and made Fajar so proud of you girls. Hahaha. Awesome performance earlier on, and I really enjoyed it. Saw a few old friends at Greenridge Secondary earlier on too yeah. All have grown a lot. HAHA!

I am recovering somehow, from the fever I had yesterday. And hell no, I screamed out loud just to support our schoolmates, and I am sure that I'll get a bad sore throat soon. Hahaha. Same goes to Waida that crazy girl.

Sometimes my mind is spinning really fast, that I really wish that it can slow down, or rather stop for the moment. Haha. I don't really know what's really into me right now, 'cause there are times where I can get all hyper up and there's another when I go really quiet. No, I am not sad or something, just that I feel disturbed.

Not that I am disturbed by the surroundings or whatsoever, just that a lot of things keep coming across my mind everytime. It's crazy, really. I feel like I am going haywire for short while. What the hell -_____-". Hahahaha. I don't even know what I am talking sia. Maybe I just need some time to think through everything that I am going through, and I will make sure that every step that I take, I'll take the right ones. And I wish to make all decisions by myself.

Hahaha. All said and done, i guess. And I am currently broke. Damn. PTC soon, and I am sure I'll get such a great chat with Mummy after she finds out about my results. Good luck eh to me. Hahaha. Take care then.

I am hungry sia.

sicksicksick

2008-08-20T14:07:00.004+08:00

So yeah. I could not make an effort to go to school today. Not that I am lazy to go to school, but I am sick. I am having a fever right now, and my body aches a whole lot. After Dance practice yesterday, my body temperature rise hotter. So that's the reason why I am at home right now.

It's pretty boring somehow. I did want to go to school today actually, but my body won't let me off the bed earlier on. Patheticly, I stayed at home instead. I missed one day without the happy ones in school today. *Sighs* And for the record, this is my first time of this year I am absent from school. Hahaha.

I didn't eat since yesterday due to my sore throat. And I really find it hard for me to talk currently. Urghhhh. But it's okaaay, I need plenty of rest and eat enough medicine so that by tomorrow, I can be present in school again. :D I miss seeing some people on list already. Okaaay, what the hell sia Hidayah.

I am multi-tasking right now. I am still finding the cutest heart shape on net. Hahahahaha. I have to edit this picture with a heart in it, but I can't find the cutest heart shape. Since I still have so much time to waste, I'd end the post here and search for a cute heart shape then. Off I go. Take care happy people.

(^_______^)V

2008-08-17T19:59:00.005+08:00

Pardon me people, for not updating. Hahaha. Exams are over, and I bet this time round, I flunk most of the subjects. Kudos to my laziness. -_____-"

I know it's kind of late to post what had happened last week, but since I have the time, I will just update about it. The National Day performance in school went pretty fine, and I am sure that I had tons of fun. I have to admit that I do still want to perform that dance piece once more. :D I cannot even stop looking at the video in my phone. It was awesome, really. Hahaha. And congrats to the winner of the Fajar Idol, and to the other finalists. Such a magnificent concert this year.

And congratulations to my 1st sister. She's finally married. Hahah. Woah, I have a brother-in-law already sia. The wedding ceremony went all fine, and I had fun helping out with the siblings, cousins and relatives a lot. :) I love you people. Oh yes, the birthday surprise for Mummy went absolutely great. Haha.

CA2 was really a disaster for me. I wasn't prepared for any of the papers at all. I was only prepared to obtain bad results. I myself know that I am going to flunk the papers this time round. I didn't study much, I am tired these past few weeks and I didn't have that much confidence in myself. I have been thinking a lot these past few days, if I'm continuing being lazy and keep procrastinating, I am not going to succeed in the end. Bleargh. So, everyday, I will have to keep reminding myself to study, and stop all these bad habits. :) Woo, I am being so naggy at myself. Haha.

Happy 17th Birthday Abang Hasidie. :D That crazy new friend of mine, and is a good friend to Baby J. LOL.So yeah. Went out yesterday (like finally), with some happy people. It was a hell fun, and there was a little bit misunderstanding between somebody with some people at one moment. But whatever it is, it was quite a blast. We watched the new movie, Meet Dave. Haha. Hilarious movie indeed. I enjoyed the movie a lot. Worth watching. :D

Well, I'll end the post with some overdued pictures and yesterday's pictures.
More pictures next time yeah. Haha. Take care people.

2008-08-05T21:20:00.003+08:00

HelloHelloHello.

Oh my God. A few days left to the NDP performance at school and my sister's getting married. Haha. Precisely, I cannot wait for the exciting moments to come. :D I'll do my very best while performing this Friday, and I really do hope that everything will be going to be all fine. Hahahaha.

Science project is done, and tomorrow is my group to present everything. I really hope that everything will turn out to be great. And I have to say that I am not that well prepared to present in front of the whole class, and so do my teammates. I am sure that my mind will go blank while presenting to 34 human beings which includes Mr Lim. Hahaha. Fingers cross please. :)

Besides Science project, Malay Oral was yesterday. I think I screwed up a lot. Hahaha. I don't think that I answered the questions correctly. Trust me, my Malay Language can be that bad sometimes. Hahaha. Class tests here and there. I don't really study much, so I am sure that the results will be very bad. What the hell, I know. Haha. And gaaaah, next week's examination period. Wish me good luck uh. HAHA.

Oh yes, before I actually forget and that most probably I would not be updating, tomorrow's Mummy's idontknow how old's birthday. Hahaha. The heroine in our house. I love you a lot Mummy, the bestest Mummy that I ever had in the whole wide world. :D Hehe.

I suddenly feel like eating Honey Stars uh. Gaaaaaaaah. Off I go then. Take care.

=]

the best damn feeling

2008-07-30T20:15:00.003+08:00

Heeeey people :) Haha. I know I know, my blog seems half dead right now. I just find that sometimes, I don't have that much of time to get myself to sit in front of the laptop, and just get my fingers non-stop clicking and typing. Yes, 50% of me is lazy, and the other 50% of me is really tired. My schedule for this week, up to the end of CA2, will be very tight.

More Dance Practices coming up, NDP performance at school (woohoo!), Kak Yan's wedding, and exams on the following week. Woo, I am getting super super busy. And damn, lately I don't get that much of sleep. Baaaah.

The Science Project is still half done, and what the hell, the dateline is this Friday. I have 'great' teammates after all. Really, they're pathetic, and so am I. I really have to finish the bookmarks by tomorrow perhaps. Hahahah. Lazybum.

I can't wait to perform in school, and also to witness my sister's wedding. Ahhh, so great!

I am feeling the best feeling right now. Yeap, the slugs crawling inside my stomach. The butterflies flying here and there inside my heart. Ticklish and happy. Haha. What the hell, but I don't know what's the cause of it.

I can't stop eating junk food right now or rather, I can't stop eating and eating everyday. It's not that I don't want to take care of my health, but I really really want to gain weight as a lot of people keep telling me that I am "toooooo skinny" or "bone-yyyyy". Hahahaha. But how much I eat everyday, I am still in the shape figure. Weird eh? Hahahaha.

Dah uh, I've update already sia. Happy? b_d

I want to eat, hungry already uh. Hahaha, take care Peanuts.

:D

donkeeey

2008-07-23T19:31:00.003+08:00

Yikes! Crazy thoughts are running through my mind right now. Assignments, projects et cetera. Heehoooooor! I feel like I am the donkey right at this point of time. Lazy ass. And Godddd! Somehow I sense that something bad is going to happen to me or people around me soon, not real soon, but just soon. Yeaaaahh, whatever.

Urghhhhh. *insertpatheticfacehere*

rumour

2008-07-21T19:51:00.003+08:00

Oh my God. I feel that earlier on that happened in school was such a pathetic day, really. It still bothers me somehow right now. I don't know who created that bloody rumour first, but I really want it to stop. Not that I am being too sensitive or whatever, but really, try being in our shoes, what would you people really feel? Damn. These aliens are creating more curly wurly thoughts in my mind sia. Hahahaha.

If only I have the power to mute them for this period of time, I would have already do it. And if I have the magical powers, whatever shits that they spout, I would turn it to butterflies. I prefer seeing butterflies rather listening to lies. No, I am not scolding them or trying to offend them or anything. I just want them to realize that sometimes simply small jokes can really turn to a big conflict. Damn damn.

I can take the jokes for once or twice, but each time I walk past them, there they go. With those sheep noises coming from them. #@%^*$)*#_(@&#)! Hahaha. Sorry to say this, but I just don't like it. Enough is enough. Be more human please. :) But your apology will be accepted, only when you really mean it. May God bless you sheeps.

I have had enough. Take care, good bye.

you're the sun, and i shine

2008-07-20T09:45:00.019+08:00

Pictures are in randomly order :D

Right, there you go. All the photos that were taken a week or two ago. Sorry for not updating my blog that frequent. Hahahaha. I am that lazy to update, and I have not much to say here, as usual. But here I am, blogging for the sake of updating. Hahaha. Really, I am lazy these past few days.

Happy 24th Birthday Kak Yan! Hehe. And yaaaaaaaaay, I can't wait for 8th and 9th August. You're getting married baby! Woohoo! May God bless you with everything. Love you sister!

I still have a looooot of pictures to upload, but I am really lazy, and I am still tired. Yesterday was exhausting preparing the wedding stuffs. These coming weekends too, I will be busy preparing for Kak Yan's wedding stuffs, so if happens my blog lacks of post, I might be tired or really plain lazy. :) Hahaha. I can't wait for my sister to get married. And I also can't wait to get married. Hahaha, fake.

The Science Enrichment at Hwa Chong Institute was awesome. The experiments were fun fun fun. Haha. The pictures at Sungei Buloh will probably be uploaded pretty soon, not now. And some girlfriends' birthdays that had past. Happy Belated Birthdays again. No money, no present. Sorry. Hahaha. So yeaaah, I am broke again.

And before I end the post, I am glad to say that everything that had happened lately are already back to normal. Yessssssss. :D Make peace, and may the friendship last even longer.

Take care.

pathetic

2008-07-09T21:28:00.004+08:00

Monday was a blast. Hancock was awesome. Hahaha. Those who had catched it, I am sure y'all enjoyed the movie. And to those who have not, catch it before it last in cinemas. :D Will Smith in that movie was great such actor. Thanks to Ady, my cinema partner for treating us all. Wait till I have earn my own money, then I treat you back kay. Hahaha.

<>Ohhhh, before I actually forget again... Happy 15th Birthday to Syafiqah Salleh. May God bless you with joy and wealth. Hope you success in life yeaaah. You're such a great friend indeed. I am sorry that I actually didn't turn up for the celebration earlier on, and your present will probably come in a little bit late. Hahaha. But I am sure that you've enjoyed your day today. Take care pretty.

Now now. Sometimes, the both of us really miss your presence be it before school, during school hours or after school. We used to be so close, but suddenly, everything changed. After the one whole month of holidays, I observed that the friendship had drifted far away. I do believe that everyone deserves a second chance. We've gave to you, but still, we feel that you're keeping a distance away from us. Even when you're right beside us, you're just keeping quiet. Not talking much at all. It's hard for us to understand you now, 'cause you hardly tell us what's happening to you. I really hope that you would come back to us, pretty soooooon. We miss you terribly. And I hope you know it Girlfriend. :]

I am not feeling that well lately. Something is bothering me, but I could not figure what it really is. But whatever, I won't think much of it. :) And and, Jia Hao is the best joker machine in class. Even sometimes, I feel like eating that guy. Too adorable. Haha, what the hell. Oh yaaa, Khairil, I want my chocolates pleaseeeeee.

More pictures next time alright. Byeeee, take care.

buttholes

2008-07-05T20:05:00.002+08:00

Gee. Such a boring Saturday it is, and all I have been doing earlier on was watching television non-stop. Baaaaaah. I should have go out earlier, but damn, I didn't plan any outing at all this week. It's ok, next time perhaps. Hahahaha.

Yay! I made through the National Day Audition yesterday. Hahahaha. b_d

Jia Hao, that bloody asshole in class, gave me this URL last night; http://www.thebluething.com/media/The-Maze. Go try it people. Hahaha. I find it interesting and cool. You bloody Jia Hao! And yes, if you're free, go to this blog, http://testblogzorzz.blogspot.com/. Hahahaha. Have fun okay!

Uh great. I still have to fetch Fikha from school later on, around 10 plus. Urghhhh. I am extremely lazy, but I have to. Or else the old folks will again nag at me. Buttholes.

Damn, I am hungry. I will end here then. And I have to get change sooooooon. Take care.

pork and beans

2008-07-04T20:04:00.002+08:00

I decided to change the song again. Go Weezer! Hahaha. I find the song pretty cute though :]

Days have been alright, yeah. Nothing much going on. I am glad that the old folks are no longer nagging anymore. Wooo. No plans for tomorrow, I reckon that I am home-staying at home. And besides, my neck is being so irritating. Woke up this morning and I realised that my neck was utterly painful. Damn. I couldn't even turn my head 90 degrees to the right. Urghhhh. I don't want to go out with my "abnormal feeling" neck. What-the-hell. Hahahahah. Hopefully, by Monday, it'll all fine again. :] I can't wait to catch HanCock on Monday. Wooooohoooo!

Alright alright, it's pretty plain and boring. Take care.

old folks

2008-06-30T21:17:00.005+08:00

Damn, the old folks at home are being such a nag. How I wish that I have remote controls that can mute whatever shit that they are talking. I just got my 100 bucks, thanks to Ayah, and I'm thinking of getting myself a new shoe, but what the hell I don't think it'll be enough. I'm giving myself a second thought, to instead get myself a new school bag or maybe shop for more clothings. But in the end, it'll be the same. The old folks will definitely nag nag nag and nag. How in the world am I going to spend the money? Gaaaaaaaah. My June holidays expenses had gone just like that, and I am afraid that it'll happen again. I'll make sure it won't. Ahhhh, it's better to earn my own money instead of wasting the old folks money, 'cause they'll probably nag, before giving away the money to me. But the old folks don't allow me to earn my own money at this age, wait till I have finish my O's. And that is like 2 pathetic years ahead of me? Urghhhhh. Now now, 100 is never enough for me. It'll never be. I need more. Now I'm thinking of saving those pathetic 100 bucks to myself. But the temptation of going shopping rises up whenever I am out to Town. Damn damn. I just hate the way the old folks are treating me right now. Take care kids.

sunshine

2008-06-29T18:25:00.007+08:00

Friday night at Republic Polytechnic was such an awesome night. Hahaha. Went for the Esperanza III with Waida. Woah, the theatre was almost full house. Haha. I bet people who went to the concert, they sure enjoyed themselves. It was worth watching. Waida and I were being such an ass throughout the concert. Anyway, the concert was great :]

Yesterday was fun fun fun. Get Smart was extremely hilarious. At least that movie doens't have any rating to be advise. Hahaha. I was broke actually, but I had enough money to eat and purchase the ticket. Luckily sia. Those who haven't catch that movie yet, you better catch it. It's hilarious, really. Oh yaaa, I like the theme song of that movie. Go figure.

And with the new friends yesterday, it was cooooool. Yeap. Sadly, Waida couldn't make it yesterday as she had something on in school. Oh well, I had a lot of fun for myself yesterday. And I am sure that I couldn't stop laughing a lot. Thanks to the guys, especially Ady. He ended the night with a fart to me. Thanks ahhhhh! Hahaha.

Okok, I need to get my Malay 2B Workbook. Later.

dear asshole

2008-06-24T19:49:00.006+08:00

Damn, I'm catching a cold. After recess earlier on, assembled at the Parade Square, and it was sun-drizzling. Thanks ahhhhhhhh. Panadol, here I come :]

Photo taking tomorrow. I have been looking forward for that since last Semester. Oh finally sia. Woohooo! Hahahaha, ok what the hell. Been sleeping in class for some of the lessons. Uh, I am just plain lazy. Oh well, I am still in the holidays mood. Two days passed in school, and I am still feeling so tired. I'll keep that sleeping habit away soon, don't worry.

All I can think of in school, recess time. Uh-huh, been a month since I ate school's food. And I have to admit that I have gained 2 kilograms already. I need to gain more, please. Yeah :D Oh yes, I didn't grow in height though. I am still 156 centimetres tall. Woahhhhh, with my weight 44kg. Hahaha. I felt so glad that I did gain weight. People keep telling me that I am skinny, right. Haha, yessa!

The extra photos of last Saturdays. Thanks Kak Feqaa :) Oh yaaaaaa, I forgot to say that I was in "love" with Amira's brother. How cute can they get eh? Hahahah.

And great, my language is getting poor.

HAHA! You can't see us.

I've got owl's eyes, realised? b_d

Alright, take care.

Happy schooling

2008-06-23T19:43:00.007+08:00

School just re-opened. Welcome back to school assholes!

Holidays are already over, and I am looking forward for the next school holiday. Hahahahaha. Amira's chalet on last Saturday was great. Yeah, I had fun. More pictures are with Kak Feqaa. :]

Didn't have the chance to go out with the old bunch that day. Most were unable. Some other time perhaps. And God bless to those who are 16 and above. You assholes are able to watch movies that I want to watch. Sickening. Nevermind, I'll wait to be legal -.-" And besides, what's the use of online movies? Urghhhh.

Oh yes, if some people are wondering who I like right now, simple no one. Yeap, absolute no one. And I mean it. I think time changed those idiotic feelings. Haha.

I have changed the layout and the song, like again. Done, I am hungry.

Happy schooling and let's buck up yaaaaaaa. Take care assholes! Goodbye.

Do you?

2008-06-16T21:12:00.003+08:00

I love this Robot. Hahaha. It's Airyl's toy by the way. But I have to admit that it's pretty noisy when Airyl press the button to on this Robot. Haha, :D

I am goddamn bored right now, seriously. I want to catch a movie, the latest one, You Don't Mess With The Zohan, starring Adam Standler. Desperately alright. I find the trailer to that movie, hilarious. I don't want to lose the chance of catching that movie. Haha. I think I'll let the old bunch know, and we'll try to catch it this Saturday. Hahaha. Hopefully there's no age limit to that movie. Whatever.

Oh yes, Happy 17th Birthday to Baby J. Heheh. May god bless you with lots of happiness and may you succeed in life, Baby.

Oh yeah, tomorrow's Aizat's 16th Birthday too ya. Happy Advanced Birthday Aizat :]

I wonder if you feel the same feelings as I feel right now, Gundu.

I getting bored now. Not much to say. Take care. =]

make me feel even better

2008-06-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

Above is one of the photos by William Eggleston. I am so crazy with his photographs. They are really amazing and awesome. :D I want to learn more about him. Ahhh, nice nice.

Yeahhh, I am feeling much better today already. No more weird and different feelings like yesterday. I am so relieved now.

Didn't go out today. Stayed at home instead the whole Saturday. I didn't feel the good moods to get my ass and my whole entire body out of the house. I felt so tired and I need more rest at home. Eversince I went to Kuala Lumpur, I didn't get that much of sleep. So that's the reason why.

I need a new school bag. The previous EASTPAK bag looks dirty already. Ayah, I seriously need a new one! Hahahahah. ;]

June holidays is left with one more week and baaaaaaaam, school's reopening. I am really not sure if I am ready to go back to school. Need to gain back the study moods pretty soon. God, the holidays seems so fast. I thought that this week is the second week of holidays. I must have been dreaming right now. Wake-y wake-y! Hahahaha.

Will be having two days of Dance Practice on the 19th and 20th. It's something like a Dance Camp I think. Is it? Hahaha. Whatever it is, I am really excited. How long have I not been exercising? Since a month plus I think. Hahahaha. I am pretty sure that I will get muscle aches all over my body sooooooon. Ahhhh, best.

I still have to enjoy the last week of holidays with some group of friends. I don't want to miss the chance. Hahahaha. I really want to meet the old bunch from Unity Primary, but God, I don't know when. Need to ring and text them pretty soooon! I miss the old bunch like a lot, really. Hahaha.

I had edited the background of this layout. I think it looks alright to me now. Rather than the plain white one. Yeahhhh, much better. Hahahah.

Right, I think I've said enough. Time to go then. Haha. Need to wake up early tomorrow. My cousin is getting engage tomorrow. Woahhhh. Goodnight. :]

2008-06-13T21:01:00.013+08:00

I woke up today, feeling so different. I don't really know what happened to me, but the happy feelings that I always wake up with, seems absolute different. Something must not be right. I can't even figure a single thing out yet, to what's the cause of me feeling so much different today. I remember that I didn't have any nightmares at all last night, so why I feel so unhappy. I really hope that by tomorrow, I'll gain back the happiness. Yeah. =] I'll forget about how I am feeling right now, and think more about the happiest moments that I've been through.

On the other hand, I was really happy yesterday. Of course, with the loved ones, I can't stop laughing and smiling throughout the day. I really had fun with them. Hahahaha. To end the day, we did a little surprise for Shasha. We celebrated her belated 17th Birthday. She's so cute, really. Haha, :D

I have not much to say, so I'll end the typings here. And of course, before ending the post, I'll upload the photos of yesterday. Take care, good night.

i swear they're hilarious:D
only god knows how much i love her

god, the weather was sizzling hot!

she's making her wish!

I'm chasing the rainbows.

2008-06-10T21:05:00.006+08:00

Holla! I am back from my trip to Kuala Lumpur. Woahhhh, been such a hectic week huh? Hahahaha. Pardon me for not updating my blog, yeah, the reason is stated above. I bet some people missed me sooooo much eh, ok that's fake. Hahahah. I enjoyed the 4 days 3 nights trip. Hilarious, fun and memorable are the words that I can best describe for the trip. :D I had the chance to meet with my relatives from Malaysia, and seriously, I just knew that I do have relatives from there. Hahaha. What the hell.

I am not going to elaborate much about the trip, and I am not going to upload lots of pictures here too. I am exhausted, really. Besides, most pictures aren't with me actually. There are with my Aunt. Hahaha. But well, without any pictures in my blog, it'll be such a bore isn't it? Therefore, I'll only upload a few pictures. I am so kind, I know. Hahaha.

An old friend of mine just told me about 'something'. It was regarding about the past. Great, now I am thinking so much about it. Ok what the hell. I am not going to be mad towards the person or whatever. Well, I am glad that that person realized his mistakes, though I am not really sure if it's true. Hahaha. I will try my very best to not think much of it, as I feel that it's not really worth it. But if something that's a little expected happens, I'll be the first one to freak out. Sighs. I can't really say much, 'cause I don't really expect "good" things to happen again. I'm tired of it to happen again, please. =)

On the other hand, I'm missing that Gundu like woahhhhhhh. Ok, I think that's enough. Hahahaha. I don't wish to type more. I'll keep everything to myself then. Or this post would end up so confusing. And Kak J, come back home soon. I miss you a lot. It's almost a week that I last saw you. Have a safe trip at Malaysia and take care Baby.

Ok, goodnight.

the tremendous fun

2008-06-04T15:15:00.012+08:00

Monday was such a blast. Went to Sentosa with Kak Aein, Abang Rizal and Fikha. I swear, we took a lot of photos. Oh well. Hahaha. Thanks to Abang Rizal for the double treat to Skyride and Luge. God, it was AWESOME. Can't wait for another Sentosa outing on 13th June, I suppose with the friends. Hahaha. Enjoy.

And now are photos of Saturday's outing that I've promised to upload. :]

Well, hope you've enjoy seeing through the photos. Hahaha. Have a nice day. Goodbye.

be the reason why im smiling widely.

2008-06-01T00:31:00.005+08:00

God. The weather today was really cooling. Ahh, nice nice. I had tons and tons of fun hanging out with Apisz and Anak Suande on our Saturday. Oh yaaa, later in the afternoon, met Pejal and his friends. Hahaha. It was really hilarious to go out with the regulars. Anak Suande and I sure laughed a lot. The 'M'. Haha. Oh yes, I remembered that I hit quite a lot of innocence people accidentally. I don't know what happened to me, but I seemed to be quite clumsy on that particular day. :D

After the others left, I went to meet Waida somewhere near her house. Luckily, she was able to meet me, or else I would really be lonely. Hahaha. Waida should know what happened next ya. I am still feeling extremely happy right now, after that 'something' happened. It's like a miracle. Uh, fake lah. Haha. I just wish that it didn't last that fast. Ok what the hell. Haha.

More pictures will be upload soon, I promise. I am freaking lazy to upload every single picture up here right now. And plus, there are more pictures with Pejal. I am still waiting for him to upload everything and send them to me. Hahahaha. Pejal, I am waiting for the pictures patiently ok.

There'll be more outings coming up. I really can't wait for it. Hopefully, the planned outings are for real. And I need enough cash to go out. Cashcashcashcash. Ahhhhh, season sale! :D:D:D

I feel quite bad for Kak J somehow. Pity her. Things happen for a reason anyway. Be strong Kak J. Don't let the smile fade. We all are here. We can be your pillar of strength for now. Cheer up!

I'll probably update again sooooooooon, in the afternoon or something. I'll basically upload the photos, that is if I have receive all the other pictures from Pejal.

You simply made me feel extremely DELIGHTFUL =)

Kk, take care. Good night Geeks.

and as i thought, it could be.

2008-05-28T17:51:00.002+08:00

I was awaken by the vibration of my cell phone as early as 8 plus a.m., thanks to Airi. Urghhhh. Doesn't he have any kind thoughts that I was still in my wonderful fantasy? Buttcrack sia. Whatever. So yaaa, accompanied him as he was goddamn bored after going to school to retrieve his confiscated phone, but in the end, he still couldn't retrieve it as it's not meant to be retrieve today. Hahaha. Silly sia that guy. Oh gee, the whether was cool today. Anyway, I somehow did have fun earlier on. And yaaa, I was "labeled" Madonna's and Maradona's daughter because of my DingDong hair. Thanks uh Airi and Taufiq for that "label".

I was being such an arsehole earlier on. Yaaaa, secretly messaged that Gundu using Airi's phone. Hahahaha. I don't think that Gundu even know that I was actually the one who was chatting with him, not Airi. I disguised using the "cyber world" as Airi. Hahahahaha Gundu! :D Uh-huh, I talked shits a lot. And Gundu don't even realised it. Great job Dayah! Hahaha.

Ahpee Aki are meeting me up this Saturday. And I hope that the outing will come true. Hahaha. Or else, I would be spending my Saturday with so much boredom. And yes, I am going to ask Ayah for money! I am planning to shop, but wait, what should I get for myself uh? Hahaha.

And to Kak J, don't be sad lah. I hate to see you with that gloomy face sia. Cheer up baby!

Okay besttt. I am getting hungry already. Take care. =)

my heart's telling me something.

2008-05-26T20:51:00.004+08:00

Yeah, my fringe was done with the straightening and the beetle-ing. Hahahaha. But I prefer to call my hair 'DingDong' as I am really obsessed with that name. I don't know why though. Ok, I know what the hell, but whatever. I am doing this to my fringe, as I am already bored with the previous fringe. So yaa, I want to do something new to it. Though it's common to some people, I still want to give the fringe a try. Hopefully, this new fringe won't be ruin until the holidays end. HAHAHA.

Oh yaaa, I am going to KL on the 6th, not this coming Friday. Haha. I got mixed up with the dates. Too excited to go for holidays I think. Hahahahah :D

I need to free myself for some days to go out with a few bunch(s) of people during this holiday. People, do tell me whenever you're free. Hahahaha. I really want to make my holidays very interesting and fun this time round. I don't wish to spend it with no excitement. b_-

I can tell that I am feeling very very very happy lately. Seriously, I do not know why. HAHAHA. My imaginations are pretty wild lately and gosh, I keep dreaming about that Gundu over and over again. What the hell. Hahahaha. I cannot believe that I am falling in love again. Oh god. Let's not say falling in love, but just adoring and admiring that Gundu. Waida, help me sia! Hahahaha.

Kk, goodbye. Happy Holidays.

Maybe, i am too excited.

2008-05-24T20:05:00.003+08:00

I am absopigling dull right now, and that is the reason why I am blogging shits right now. I did not go out today. :( Yaaaar, I am seriously bored and I am seriously desperate of cash! Hahahaha. I didn't get the chance to meet up with Ahpee and whoever I am supposed to meet up with today. I think Ahpee knew that I am short of cash, 'cause I've told him last Thursday.

Most probably I am going to Town as early around 12.30 p.m. tomorrow, to get my fringe done. Hahaha. Yes, I am going to do something to my freaking'long' fringe. Hopefully what I had imagined the past few days, really turns out to be the 'perfect' one. HAHAHA.

Now now. I do not know what am I so excited about. Haha. All of a sudden, I feel excited to the maximum. But actually, earlier on, I was really mad. I think the Chocolate Crunch at Swensens cooled me down so easily. Hahahaha. Or maybe, because of something 'special' tomorrow. Or can it be about the trip to Kuala Lumpur this coming Friday? Oh oh, or maybe I am crazy to fall in love. Hahahaha. My momma, I do not know the reason why though, and seriously, my heart is beating absocrazily fast at this absorandom moment.

I think I better get going now, before it gets worse. Hahahahaha. Need me, text me. b_d

2008-05-23T19:40:00.005+08:00

Sports Day '08 was such an awesome day! Hahaha. I totally had so much fun at the Choa Chu Kang Stadium last Wednesday. :D Brought back home with 3 medals. Congratulations to the other competitors who had won thier races. I did not really expect to win all 3 events that I took part, but well, I think that I had done my very best that day. Great job to me and to the others who were competing. Hahahaha.

Met Ahpee at Bangkit area to accompany him to wait for Anak Suande to finish her tuition there last night. I had so much fun hanging out with that cousin of mine. Hahaha. He really did crack my bones sio. His jokes were so hilarious that I could not even stop laughing. And all his actions, oh my god, double the hilarious-ness. I wanted to record a video of him, dancing to the Line-Dancing of those Aunties at the Bangkit Court, but Ahpee did not allow me. Fart him. Nevermind though. Hahaha. Yeah, last night was fun. And oh, I am so in love with Ahpee's Stussy cap! And and, yesterday was Ahpee Aki's 2 Years Anniversary. Last longer bacens! Haha.

Had PTC today. And gee, I only failed 1 subject and that's definitely Mathematics. Hahaha. The worst subject of mine forever. But I am kind of relieved that I did not failed most of the other subjects though. :D Holidays are here. I am going to spend the holidays wisely. Oh yay!

I am quite curious myself right now, am I falling in love again? HAHAHAHAHAH. Someone is making me to fall for him. I so can't wait for something miracle to happen one day, Gundu. b_d

Ok, take care loveheads.

2008-05-18T20:43:00.003+08:00

The trip to The Singapore River was extremely fun fun fun fun. Hahaha. Aziana and I sure were the craziest there. HAHAHA. b_d

Yeah, I had fun with Pejal, Ahpee and Rel yesterday. Hahahaha. Pejal was really irritating, seriously. If I had the powers, I would have already shut his mouth the whole day. But well, it was great going out with them. Most probaly, will be meeting them again next Saturday! Yay. HAHAHA. Met Nabilah, Nadiah, their cousin and Furiin at Taka after the guys went home. Oh god. The night was a hell one. I know, they know. :D

I really cannot wait for Sports Day 08. It is approaching real soooooon. Amy and I will be competing against each other for 400m. Oh great, I want to compete in the 100m race too sia. HAHAHA. I'll check once again, if there is another spot just for me, but if there is not, it will be alright then. Next time, I can join too.

June Holidays are approaching too, people. I really cannot wait for that. One month without studying that much. Oh yay! I'm loving it. Hahahaha. I am going to make that my June Holidays would not turn out to be the rot-at-home-everyday kind of holidays. Hahah. That means, I need cash, more cash than I have right now to go out. Save the money Dayah, save the money. :D

I'll go now then. I'll end the post with a few pictures.

Take care.

Because of without them, i'm imcomplete.

2008-05-14T18:40:00.003+08:00

The so called week that has passed was quite an awesome week. The belated birthday celebration with the loved ones, Heats 2 at Choa Chu Kang Stadium, the joyous laughters that I had with some friends of mine, which I do really love and everything that had already occurred were after all terrific. WOAH.

10 May was such a memorable day for me. Though some of us were quite quiet sometimes, it was utterly fun when some cracked up some silly jokes and the sabo(s) that I got from those people who were there. HAHAH. The dare that I had to do, the birthday song, the delicious cake that the loved ones got for me, the effort put in from them and more. Thanks for your presence and everything the loved ones. And I am really sorry to those who came late for the celebration. I do still feel back for the rest who came after we left. Sorry sorry sorry. :)

I am difinitely qualified for my individual 400m race. I can't wait for 21st May. Hahahaha. :D Let's not talk more about what really happened at the stadium itself, as it's not that interesting somehow. But after everything ended at the stadium, went to Farihin's house with some friends. I have to say that I had tremendous fun with them, really! HAHAHA.

I just received back the SA 1 results today. And damn, my predictions were right! I failed some of the subjects. Ok, next time, I am going to get really serious. I knew that I did not put a lot of effort for SA 1, but yes, I have promised myself to do better next time. And that promise towards myself should not be broken. Hahaha. :D

I am lazy to blog supposingly, so I will just upload pictures for you people. Like people always say, Let The Pictures Do The Talking. Hahahaha.

Yeahhh, more pictures of last Saturday, we'll be at as usual, The Pokka Bebeh's blog. :D Hahaha. And I am so happy that finally, I got the chance to meet up with Assuatika Anak Suande! HAHA. Love you bacen! :D

The Ecstacy Moments.

2008-05-09T02:14:00.001+08:00